Not Good Enough For You By: Enja Disclaimer: I do not own Pokemon or it's characters!!! I don't own Avril Lavigne or her songs either. I just changed one of her songs for this story. Ages: Ash: 13/15, Misty: 14/16, Brock: 17/19, Carly: 17 Misty's P.O.V. I rolled over in my sleeping bag trying to fall asleep, I was trying think myself to sleep so far it hadn't worked. It has at least been two hours since Ash and Brock had fallen asleep. We had pitched our camp on a beach for the night. I listened to the roaring ocean as the minutes went by. One thing could not escape from my mind, Ash was what could not stop bugging me. He had a gentle, kind, and loving personality. Then again he was loud, hyper, and a little dense. I couldn't tell why I liked him so much, I enjoyed him as a friend and good company but still couldn't tell why I loved him so much. Twenty minutes later I was in a deep sleep. I woke up in the late morning. Everyone was up all ready. I sat up and yawned. "Good morning, Misty." I heard Ash say. He had a smile on his face. Instead of being nice and say good morning back I complain rudely to Ash. "Why didn't you wake me up? I don't like to wake up late!" I say in a cold tone. Ash looked taken aback. "Sorry, if I wake you up early you hit me with the mallet." He said quietly. I watched him walk toward Brock who was making breakfast. I could slap myself for saying that to Ash. I got dressed behind a big beach rock. I didn't wear my suspenders anymore, instead I wore a black belt and the same shorts. I had a gray tank top like my old yellow one. I wore my hair down now. It was Ash's idea. I took my p.j.'s to my bag. Brock had finished making breakfast. "Mmm, that smells great, Brock." I say. "Thanks." He responds. I sit down next to Ash to eat. "I'm sorry Ash, I guess I would hit you with the mallet if you woke me up." I apologized. Ash smiles at me. "It's ok." I go back to concentrating on my food and thoughts. I finish eating before everyone else. "I'm going for a walk." I say. Everyone nods. I walk towards the ocean. When I get there I put my feet in the cool water. It was July and very hot. I sigh. I walk ankle deep in the water and head down the beach. As I walk I find a very beautiful seashell. It is very small. It has a hole in the top. I attach it to a spare necklace chain that is in my pocket and put it on. I walk on for about twenty minutes more. I start to turn around but decide against it and continue. It has been a few more minutes. I hear footsteps behind me and turn around. "Hi Misty." It's Ash. "Ash, I told you and Brock when I would be back!" I say in that cold tone I hate. "Are you sure? I don't remember you saying that." "That's because you're stupid and can't remember anything five minutes ago." I hate this. I hate my tone. It's so cold. I hate insulting Ash. "Well be back soon." Ash says. It was his angry, sorry tone. I watch him run back. When I can't control my anger and it hurts people around me and myself. I start walk back to camp. I made it back to camp about fifteen minutes later to see Brock finishing packing and Ash staring down at the ground. Pikachu was comforting Ash. Ash looks up with a face so red. He had been crying. I had hurt him more than I thought. I scold myself inside. My anger had gotten the best of me again. I have hurt Ash so many times since I met him, but I have never made him cry. My heart was not pure like his, mine was cold and rude. I guess hanging around my sisters had done this to me. I used to be nice and I didn't insult people, but when my sisters and I fought I turned this way. It was an incurable disease. I decided to try not to talk to Ash the rest of the day so I would not yell or insult him anymore. We had been walking down the road towards Solo City for the past four hours. I see Brock was enjoying the silence. This was our new record for not fighting. I had not spoke to Ash since I was on the beach. Something happened I didn't want. I had spoke to Ash. Better put yelled. "ASH YOU LITTLE IDIOT, WE ARE LOST AGAIN! I guess I owe it all to you, Ash. Why don't you get lost!" I yelled. I was ever so rude. "FINE! Come on Pikachu." I had just made the biggest mistake in life. I watched Ash walk away in the distance. I yelled to him, he did not turn around. I ran up to him. "Ash let me explain. Well I..... really actua-." "I understand." Ash said aloud. "You do?" I asked relieved. "Yeah I do, YOU HATE ME! I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU!" With that he stormed off and when I yelled to him or came up to him he plugged his ears. I did everything I could do to try to get him to stay. It was useless. I just watched him walk into the distance. Brock would not speak to me, when we finally got to the next town he left my side. It has been a 2 months since Ash left. I had searched through out two cities. I had decided that my life would be dedicated to finding Ash. When I do and if I do it will be my goal to win his heart. If I don't win his heart I will try to have him as a friend for life. (A/n- you need to read the lyrics to this to understand the rest!) He was a boy She was a girl Can i make it any more obvious He was a trainer She did water ballet What more can i say He wanted her She'd never tell secretly she wanted him as well But all of her friends Stuck up their nose They had a problem with his baggy clothes He was a Poke boy She said see you later boy He wasn't good enough for her She had a pretty face But her head was up in space She needed to come back down to earth 2 years from now She sits in front of the fire Feeding herself she's all alone She turns on the portable tv Guess who she see's Poke boy rockin up MTV She calls up her friends They already know And they've all got ticket's to see his show She tags along Stands in the crowd Looks up at the man that she turned down He was a Poke boy She said see you later boy He wasn't good enough for her Now he's a super star Slamming on his competitor Does your pretty face what he's worth? He was a Poke boy She said see you later boy He wasn't good enough for her Now he's a super star Slamming on his competitor Does your pretty face see what he's worth? Sorry girl but you missed out Well tough luck that boy's mine now We are more than just good friends This is how this story ends Too bad that you couldn't see, See the man that boy could be There is more than meets the eye I see the soul that is inside He's just a boy And I'm just a girl Can I make it any more obvious We are in love Haven't you heard How we rock eachothers world I'm with the Poke boy I said see you later boy I'll be back stadium after the battle I'll be at the dressing room Singing the song we wrote About a girl you used to know I'm with the Poke I said see you later boy I'll be back stadium after the battle I'll be at the dressing room Singing the song we wrote About a girl you used to know I was heartbroken, Ash was already in love with another girl. I searched two years for Ash and he was already in love. I was now sixteen and had shaped into a young lady. My friend that I traveled with was named Carly. She had helped me for a year to find Ash. I finally found him. Carly had long brown hair that reached her waist. Her eyes were a hazel colored. She was a year older than me and very smart. She had left the stadium so I could be alone with Ash if I could make contact. Ash was now a Pokemon Master. He would now take any challenger, I had submitted myself for a battle against him. I put my name down as Cleo Carr so Ash would not think and demand not to take my challenge. I know I will lose and I want to lose. The thing is that during the two-hour break we would all get our Pokemon healed and ourselves a rest. Ash's girlfriend was an average height and had blonde hair. She had sparkling blue eyes. There was a boy up losing greatly to Ash. Next was everyone’s break. I was really exited and nervous. The boy that was battling Ash had not won. It was finally time for the break. I ran into the Pokemon Centre and dropped off my Pokemon for a check-up. Ash always got first to drop off his Pokemon since he was the master. I was second but when Ash was done he did not notice me. I hurried in dropping off my Pokemon and followed Ash. I caught up to him after about three minutes of running. "Ash!" I yelled. He turned around and stared at me. I looked into his eyes, the love that used to be there was not there anymore. He still had that heart-warming smile though. When he noticed it was me his smile turned into a frown. "Bye." He started to walk off. I grabbed his shoulder. "I did not search for you for two years so you could ignore me. I came to tell you something else." "Why did you search for me for two years if you didn't like me?" I sighed. Ash was still a little dense. "Ash when you were leaving I was not trying to tell you I hate you. I was trying to tell you that I..........love you." Ash's eye's widened. "You have already found love though." I started to walk away. I did what I came to do. I then felt a hand on my shoulder. I was jerked around and pulled into a passionate kiss. We held it for what seemed like forever. I broke the kiss. "What about you're girlfriend?" I asked. "She's not my girlfriend, I don't like her. She likes me." I smiled. Two figures came up behind us. "Well well, we have finally got our love birds together." It was Brock. I ran up to him and gave him a hug. It seemed Carly and Brock found interest in each other already. I ran up to Ash and hugged him, I pulled us into another long kiss. A/n- Corny isn't it! So not my best, but hey. Reviews please.