Ash sat on top of a ledge above the ocean. Thinking of what he had just done made him 

sick. He will never forget that unforgettable, awful day he had to put Misty in her grave. It 

was like a virus that spreaded from all over his body. He had never told anyone that he 

felt this way. Ash never expressed his feelings and emotions to anyone. Nor did any of the 

other guys. Ash always knew he would lose something dear in his life, but not this dear. A 

life token was from him. Ash thought that after all he had been through as a kid, as a 

teenager and as he is now, he realized that God must hate him or something. These 

thoughts had often accured in his depressed state of mind. Ash would think God would 

hate him and take things away from him, like Misty. Ash had lost everything he had ever 

loved. His father, mother, Pikachu, and now Misty. The depression was killing him 

inside and was mentally destroying him. These thoughts, Ash thought to himself, would 

never go away and he knew that. Team Rocket is gone. There is no more trouble for now. 

His entire main worries and sorrows were gone, but something was and always would be 

missing in his mind and heart, that was Misty. Ash had a period in his life where he went 

into chronic depression syndrome and shocked himself into a coma for weeks due to 

Misty. Ash said while he was in that coma, he kept replaying that same scene in his head 

like a broken record. He thought why couldn't he just jump out in front and take the dive 

for Misty. Save her from her fate. He thought of many ways that he could have saved 

Misty. Ash was all-alone in the world. He had no one not even his crew. Ash's crew had 

been killed during the T.R impact. Only few survived that impact. More than 70% of the 

population of the world was dead or dying. Ash couldn't take it anymore. The isolation, 

the loneliness, the dying. Ash had had to much violence and death in his life to tear him 

limb from limb. He stood above the ledge more than 50 feet above sea level. He realized 

then that, he could simply end it all. All the pain and suffering in his soul. All the 

loneliness to his life was soon to be over. He would meet up with everyone he loved 

dearly. It was decided. Now that Ash was plummeting down, down to the sea, he had 

flash backs of all the good times he had had and began to feel himself cry. His tears 

seemed to fly up as he fell. Streams of tears where flying up while he was falling down. 

Closer and closer he got he saw more visions. Visions of Misty, Brock and Tracy. His 

mother and Pikachu would all be waiting for him. He would now be reunited with them all. 

He would now and forever be with them all. His last vision on Earth was looking up above 

him and seeing the blue sky and the sun beat down on his face. Yes, Ash thought, it all 

ends now.