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A/N: As the days progress, or regress I should say, I feel her hate falling upon me, with a force greater then ever before?But it wasn?t my fault to begin with?She lied to me, Played me like a game?She told me I don?t deserve to live?Well fuck her?She doesn?t deserve the pleasure of death?not until she has known the pain I?ve faced. This pain, the only truth in this lie we live. But the thing is, after all she said, I can?t hate her?and I can?t be happy. I?ve never been happy when I come to think about it, but I read in these stories of happiness and joy, and maybe in these stories, I?ll find it too, find it for myself?In my own story, maybe I?ll find happiness?

You may say this is just a normal Original Trainer Fic, but that?s a lie. This is real, well as far as emotions go, I?m sick of reading about stories of depression, where I would kill to have there ?pain??You don?t have to fucking believe me, sometimes I don?t?but then I wake up and the cuts are still there, the bloods still fresh?

And trust me, I know what its like to be in pain, I?m being sent back to hospitalization again, but this time its only partial, so it shouldn?t be as bad, I?m not in Unit 20 anymore?Don?t ask?

Anyways?

Just as a warning, since I feel obligated to warn you, this fic may get depressing at times, but not to worry, if you would, because I?m not going to kill myself over this shitty life of mine?

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Prologue

       ??and the Pokemon League is accepting registrations for training licenses again??
       ??Yea, I?ve heard, it?s about time too??
       ??Yea, ever since this war?if this war never happened, then maybe things would be different??
        I approach the table in which this conversation is taking place, now you maybe thinking? ?What war???and you have a right to. A dozen score or so years ago, a war waged on between man?and beast?the evils inside us against the good?who won, that?s for you to decide. But there also may not have been a definite victor, it?s not known? Just recently, about 4 years ago, those of different morals flushed the land with death?there vengeance?
       The War was a bloody one, as most are, but this one was fought with the most vile, and primitive of tactics. Still, after all of it ended, there are still more of the invaders lurking about?
       ?You?re wrong, nothing has changed since this war?even if it didn?t happen, you?d still be shit, and I?d still be enduring it?? With that I left the table, those occupying it left to stare after me.
       I guess I just can?t handle people?s ignorance as well as I would like to. I mean, they still would have found something to fight had we not been invaded. I guess us being invaded is just another reason for them to fight.
       Not that I care, I have a Journey to start.


A/N: This is just a prologue, I?m really just fooling around too, so sorry for the poor quality. I hope to get into it a little more then what I am now?I guess my poetry is my greatest priority for now. If you want to talk to me, my screen name is childrenOFnurgle. Please send reviews, whether you think this is worth pursing, and for ideas in which to base everything off of. That, and no one ever really reviews my stuff, so please don?t be like everyone, its okay to be different.

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