Choices

Part 27:

Haunted By You

Note: Weees! I actually got another chappie squeezed in this week! I got no homework today (Can you believe it?) I only have to read like five pages but since I have a delayed opening tomorrow, I’ll do it later. I mean just listen to how great my Friday will be tomorrow: I go to school at ten, have homeroom for twenty minutes, have English for forty minutes, go home for lunch for eighty minutes, and return to school to wait for Track bus to take me to meet (I’m excused for the remaining three periods! ^.^) I mean how awesome is that?! LoL. My friends have been hating me for the whole day… Also I’m extremely happy because KuroxFai is nearly canon! HA! Take that KuroxTomo fans! The latest TRC chapter was simply awesome and I swear I’ve been grinning like an idiot since Wednesday! ^-^

Well this chappie is a bit sad and Misty-centric kay? A little bit of MistyxAsh angst but no worries it will get happier! Also if you don’t know what Hitsuzen means then you are clearly not a CLAMP fan and are of no importance to me. LOL! Jk ppl, hitsuzen can be translated from Japanese to English as ‘Inevitable’ kay? And remember eight chappies plus the Epi left! YAY!

Characters:

Misty: 22 ½

A/N: Another song chappie and this is the last one for three more chappies-it’s gonna get longer! “Haunted” By Evanescence

___________________________________________

Misty sat in front of her mirror, wondering what she had just done… She had accepted Dan’s proposal which coincidentally happened at the same time that Sharon had accepted Damien’s proposal-Sharon however seemed to call it Hitsuzen. Misty couldn’t help but wonder if that had been a little plan of theirs. Still, Misty couldn’t shake off the bad feeling of when Ash would find out of her engagement…

She could remember his exact words when she and him sat alone in her apartment… They kept echoing in her head, reminding her of the renewed pain in her heart…

“I still love you too Mist…”

Long lost words whisper slowly to me

Still can’t find what keeps me here

When all this time I’ve been so hollow inside

I know you’re still there

Misty shut her eyes tight to the voice. Why wouldn’t he leave her alone and let her live her life? This was her choice and she wanted to carry it out. She wasn’t going to let some stupid memory of a stupid liar affect her now! She couldn’t, Dan’s and Amy’s lives would be affected.

“I’m still a fool in love with you even after so much time has passed…”

Watching me, wanting me

I can feel you pull me down

Fearing you, loving you,

I won’t let you pull me down.

‘Ash… Why’s your voice everywhere?!’ Misty covered her ears trying to stop the whispering from tormenting her. ‘Stay out of my head!’

Hunting you, I can smell you-alive

Your heart pounding in my head

The memory of his trick was still fresh in her mind as his voice kept whispering in her ear. She couldn’t stand it anymore. Loving him in secret when she was a teenager had been hard but now loving him in secret while engaged and also loving another was completely impossible. She had to stop loving him…

“I want us to be together…”

Watching me, wanting me

I won’t let you pull me down

Saving m, raping me, watching me

‘Ash I can’t love you! I can’t! Now top haunting me!’ Misty thought angrily. ‘Let me live in peace!’ She opened her eyes and looked in the mirror, only to see Ash’s face. She sighed. ‘Ash, I can’t love you…’ The image on his face soon faded away and she was left with her own reflection. ‘Goodbye Ash…’

Watching me, wanting me

I can’t let you pull me down

Fearing you… loving you

I won’t let you pull me down.

___________________________________________

Note: So there’s your last song chappie then it’s back to long chappies without songs! Maybe I’ll update next week… Maybe if I feel like it. ^_~ and if my teachers don’t give me too much homework… -_-’ Well anywhos…

Byes and L8trs dudes and dudettes! :D

Reviews plz!

\~*DayDreamer*~/

They make me feel special! ;]