Addicted

Disclaimer: Simple Plan owns the song ‘Addicted’. O.o Pokemon people own Pokemon. I am not one of them…

Author’s Note: This song REALLY reminded me of an Ash/Misty thing- and its one of my favorites. * yawn * And I might be doing a new series of songfics/fluffs or something- starting with this one. So here we go: Addicted

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I heard you're doing okay
But I want you to know
I'm a dick
I'm addicted to you
I can't pretend I don't care
When you don't think about me
Do you think I deserve this?

I sat up in my sleeping bag and scooted it back to lean against a tree. Sighing, I turned to look over at the lake. "Bad place to stay, May…" I muttered, staring into the deep, moving waters of the lake.

She stirred in her sleep and muttered a ‘Hmm?’ before sighing and cuddling back into her pillow.

The lake…reminded me of her. Not May her, but …her her. Misty her.

I knew I should be over Misty by then. But I wasn’t. Wasn’t closed to being. I shouldn’t have let her leave… I banged my head against the tree.

A voice inside of me told me she had to go. The gym, her sisters needed her. I tried to believe that if I was starting out in my journey and I arrived to get my Cascade Badge, I would be upset to learn that all four leaders were gone: three on a world tour and one traveling with her boyfriend.

True, we weren’t a couple yet, but I know we would have been if she had stayed!

"She should have stayed," I whispered to myself.

If I had known in advance she was leaving, I would have done anything to make her stay…

I tried to make you happy but you left anyway

I needed her.
I glanced over at May- sleeping soundly a few feet away. A rage built up inside of me. That should be Misty!

I'm trying to forget that
I'm addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never wanna do this again

My anger shifted from May to Misty. How could she just get up and leave me? Did I mean nothing to her? I pounded my head against the tree trunk, and May mumbled in her sleep.

Heartbreaker

I flipped over and buried my face in my pillow, angry at myself now.

‘No need to get mad…stay calm…’ I told myself.

But Mew…I needed her! We had only been apart a month now…not even…

Every night was like this. Missing Misty. It was like an illness.

Since the day I met you
And after all we've been through
Still a dick
I'm addicted to you
I think you know that it's true
I'd run a thousand miles to get you
Do you think I deserve this?

Obsession, even.

I tried to make you happy
I did all that I could
Just to keep you
But you left anyway

Addiction. That’s the word…

I'm trying to forget that
I'm addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never wanna do this again

I laughed into my pillow. Addiction. I was addicted to Misty.

I turned over to stare at the stars. Yeah- I could see it. I needed Misty. I lived on Misty. That’s why the past month had been hell.

Addicted to Misty… I liked the sound of it.

True, it was kind of creepy…but it fit.

I crept over to my backpack and rummaged through it for something Misty. Something that would remind me of my love. I saw it! My old Cascade Badge. I picked it up… it still smelled like her- even though she had never touched it. I breathed it in and hugged it to my chest.

"Ash?"

I jumped and turned to face her. "What are you doing up…" I trailed off.

"Ash? You’re making a lot of noise! I’m trying to sleep!" She smiled at me, even though she was angry.

"M-M-M…?" I stuttered and crawled over to her.

She smiled at me, "Yes, Ash?"


How long will I be waiting?
Until the end of time
I don't know why I'm still waiting
I can't make you mine

"I’ve missed you."

She gave me a curious smile, "What do you mean, Ash? I’ve been here all the time"

I returned the smile, "Of course you have." I reached up to stroke her hair and then her cheek. She giggled, "Ash…"

"I’m glad you’re back Misty…" I murmured before I kissed her.

I'm trying to forget that
I'm addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never wanna do this again

She pulled away from me, "I’m not Misty..."

Before she could talk I kissed her again, "Yes…"

Again she broke our kiss, "No! May- Ash…are you okay?"

"Great," I replied, moving in to kiss her again.

"Ash!" She pushed me back.

I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker Heartbreaker

"Misty!" I was hurt. "I’ve been waiting for you for forever…"

She sighed, "But Ash! I’m not Misty…" She rolled over into her sleeping bag, "Get some sleep Ash."

"Misty…don’t you love me?" No…but she was back? Didn’t she love me?

"No!" She shouted and rolled over.

"But…why?"

"You don’t love me. So I don’t love you. Simple."

"I love you." I replied. Of course. Forever.

"No…" She sighed. "No…

I'm addicted to you

I didn’t understand.

"Misty?"

She didn’t reply to me.

"Misty?"

Heartbreaker

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Author’s Note: What ya think? Now go on and review. Tell me how great it was or how horrible, but if you want to tell me how horrible it was, then use proper English, capitalization, spelling, punctuation, etc.- that really bugs me when flamers don’t. XD Good day.

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