Chapter 19- Misty’s Tears

 

~The time of peace and love is over. It has been over for many years. The world we live in is dark and desolate, like the hearts of those that survive. I once believed in happiness and friendship, but now I know better. I have no use for a heart that can be broken, and other fragile emotions that impair my judgement. Only the ruthless can survive in this world. The Kaiser Cult is the evil, and I must destroy it at all cost. I don’t care about being a Pokémon Master. Being a champion of some sport will not accomplish anything. Only one thing in this world will get me anywhere, and that is to have a real purpose. Mine is obvious to anyone. I travel alone, I trust no one, and I fight for none but myself. This is the path I have chosen… the path of the strong…  and I shall never stray from my path like I have done so many times before. If my emotions continue to burden me, I will kill them off… just as I will any servant of the Kaiser Cult. This is my destiny, to the very death, I shall fight…

-Ash Ketchum

 

(Location- Greyrock City)

 

It was nearly morning at Greyrock City, and the place that was usually lively and full of people was completely deserted. Not because it was so early, oh no. Action goes around twenty-four hours a day, but these days, people are afraid to go out. The Kaiser Cult’s presence is the cause. Ash walked down the streets. He had been walking all night, yet he wasn’t the least bit tired. Though Goth told him to go sleep in an inn, that wasn’t possible for him. Between Ash’s fingers, he held a rock.

 

“Those damn Kaisers…” he spoke as he walked, “Killing people… come on. Try and kill me. I dare you” he growled, “Just like this rock I hold in my hands…” he held the rock up between his index finger and his thumb

 

CRACK!

 

He crushed the rock to pieces and dropped them to the floor, “The same thing I’ll do to your throats. All of you” he growled. “You call us weak… yeah right. I’ll show you. I’ll show you my power… and I’ll free this world… from your filthy grip!” He didn’t care about anything. He had become ruthless and cold. Bit by bit, he was forgetting his vow to protect the people. All he wanted to do was fight. Fight, perhaps to kill, it didn’t matter. “I’ll show you…” he spoke, “Not only you… I’ll show the world. I WILL DESTROY YOUR CULT AND SHOW THE WORLD THAT I AM THE STRONGEST!!!!!” his voice echoed through the sky

 

(Meanwhile, in Greyrock City Centre)

 

Misty was fast asleep with her head on Amaebi’s lap. Amaebi felt sorry for her. Ever since Gary told her off like that, she hadn’t eaten or slept once. Amaebi knew that deep in her heart, Misty still loved Ash, but it was just too late. Amaebi sighed. Ash was such a strong person, so strong that it was difficult to believe that words could hurt him so much…

 

“Hm?” Misty began to stir and opened her eyes. She got up and looked around

 

“What is it Misty?” asked Amaebi

 

“Amaebi?” Misty turned around and saw her. She didn’t even notice her.

 

“Is there something wrong?” she asked

 

“It’s nothing…” Misty sighed as she walked off. It was strange. She didn’t know why, but she couldn’t stop thinking of him. Maybe it was her imagination, but she felt like she heard Ash’s voice. It had an air of determination like Ash always did, but for some reason, there was cold anger and full of hatred. She walked to the window and looked at the sky, “Oh Ash…” she spoke quietly, “What have I done to you?”

 

In the meantime Ebi, Brock and Tracey were gathered in one of the rooms. None of the group was asleep. Quite the opposite in fact. “Guys… I checked around. This place has a serious Kaiser infestation. Take a look” he used the EbiDex and aimed it at the wall. A holographic map of the city appeared. Using a tiny laser pointer, he pointed, “Around the city, people have been getting kidnapped or disappearing without a trace, never to be seen again. This has been going on for weeks and people are terrified, yet for some reason the authorities aren’t getting involved”

 

“Why not?” asked Brock, but Ebi shrugged

 

“That’s what bugs me. They keep trying to deny everything that happened, and keep claiming there’s no proof that anything is happening at all.” Said Ebi, “But I am starting to think I’ve figured it all out” said Ebi, “It has nothing to do with hiding a panic from the people, but they are definitely hiding something. Listen closely…”

 

As Brock and Tracey leaned closer to listen, unknown to all of them, Misty stepped out of the building. She walked down the street. She knew she heard him. Though everyone kept saying he was dead, Misty just had this feeling that told her whether he was alive or not. Though she didn’t know for sure, she intended to find out.

 

***

(Location- Greyrock Trails)

 

“…and that’s what happened” said Goth, “Ash Ketchum asked if he could join us.”

 

“Ah yes” Sky Render crossed his arms as the other Super Fiends sat around and listened, “I remember when he first defeated Aquamarine in the Green Forest, the rest of the Fiends were scared to fight him, so I got up and challenged him myself to show them he’s not invincible.” He smirked, “I made an offer that time as well”

 

“Uh… yeah” said Goth, “I remember that time too, but now it seems that he really does want to join. He says that he needs a strong group to fight the Kaiser Cult”

 

“Yeah, well tell him to go back to his group. His is strong enough” said Sky Render

 

“Perhaps you misunderstood what I said” said Goth, “Ash Ketchum really wants to join us. He wants nothing more than to help us fight the Kaiser Cult. It was thanks to him we defeated Blue Kaiser, so I think we should let him join”

 

“Maybe… but I don’t think so” said Sky Render

 

“Why not?” asked Bonsai

 

“He’s no criminal, and if he’s seen with us it won’t affect his record!” said Cleft

 

“He’s strong enough to be one of us!” said G.I. Jolt

 

“He’s seen as a hero. If he hangs with us, it might make other people think we’re not the real villains” said Twin Dreamer, “It might reduce the number of Fiend Fighters out there”

 

“Maybe, or it will make HIM seem like a criminal, and he’ll be the one who gets hunted.” said Sky Render, “And It takes more than just strength to be one of us. Ash Ketchum may be strong, but the answer is no”

 

“You’ve said that already!” Goth was getting annoyed, “Why not?”

 

“Because if I made the offer, he would refuse” said Sky Render

 

“Huh?” all the Super Fiends stared at him

 

“I only asked in the first place because I knew he would refuse.” he said. The rest of the Fiends were trying to understand. “Any decision we make, it will end up with me or him refusing. In short, Ash Ketchum was never meant to be one of us!” Sky Render laughed, “I realized that the first time I saw him. The two of us share similar goals, but we both have our own paths. He was never meant to follow me” Sky crossed his arms “Ash wants freedom, and that’s why he wants nothing more to fight the Kaiser Cult. The Kaiser Cult already owns most of the world’s power, and they claim to own the people as well. Ash Ketchum refuses to belong to anyone. He left his group so he could have total freedom to fight to his heart’s content… but all of the sudden he decides to become part of our group, under my command? It won’t any different from what he left behind. If anything, he’ll have even less freedom since he’s not the leader anymore. In short, he doesn’t know what he wants.”

 

The Super Fiends were starting to understand what he was saying.

 

“That’s only one part.” Said Sky Render, “While he keeps saying he wants nothing more than to become stronger and destroy the Kaiser Cult, what he desires so much he doesn’t realize it is to be back with his real friends. He wants to become strong, but he cannot do that by joining us. No, he has to be with his own friends, but not for the purpose of becoming strong” Sky Render looked up, “Anyone can try to get strong by aiming for it, but the only way to become strong… is not to aim for it”

 

“Okay, so let me get this straight,” said Goth, “He wants to join, but he doesn’t wants to join. What he wants is to get strong, but he has to NOT want it.”

 

“That’s right” said Sky Render, “Do you see anything strange with that logic?”

 

“WHERE DO I START!!?” Goth shouted, but calmed down and sighed. He shouldn’t let himself get too excited. Save it for the battlefield… “Sorry about that.”

 

“Apology accepted” said Sky Render, “Let me explain. Ash’s mind is confused. His heart is full of rage and his soul is full of sorrow. All of these things are clouding his judgement. In reality, he has lost his purpose to fight. He is trying to cling onto the thought that he fights to become strong and protect others, while in reality he is only fighting to satisfy his need for battle. He is taking it out on the Kaisers… and heading down a path to self-destruction.”

 

“So then what are we gonna do about him?” asked G.I. Jolt, “If he’s not gonna join, we can’t force him to go back to his old friends”

 

“No, we can’t” said Sky Render, “You see, his purpose is always changing. He was strongest when he was fighting to protect others. When he aimed simply to defeat the cult, his strength along with his goal began to drop… and fell even further as he aimed only for strength… Do you know why?” The fiends didn’t know. Sky Render explained, “To attain your goal is always exceedingly difficult. The relations between all those purposes, in the order of get strong, defeat cult, and protect people, each one is a higher cause. When he aimed for his highest cause, the other two were easy in comparison to when he aims for it.” Said Sky Render, and the fiends started to understand. “to get him back to his highest purpose, he would have to be reunited with his friends, but even if he were to meet them, he would probably run away. It is his decision, even though there isn’t a wrong one, his sadness still clouds his judgement. Therefore, the best way we could repay Ash for all the help he’s given us, is to eliminate the needless sorrow.”

 

“And how are we gonna go about that?” asked Bonsai

 

“By calling in someone experienced in the matter!” A voice called

 

Sky Render smirked, “Just in time.”

 

“Huh?” the rest of the Super Fiends turned around and exclaimed, “AH!”

 

Aquamarine stood there with his arms crossed and a smirk “Miss me?”

 

***

(Location- Greyrock City)

 

Ash sighed as he walked down the streets with his hands in his pockets. He was bored. He didn’t feel hungry or tired or anything. Nothing interested him. He just wished he could find a Kaiser Cultist right now. Whenever he fought, he forgot about his sorrows, and he felt fulfilled whenever he was in battle. Right now, he was looking for trouble. He wanted to fight. Ash continued to walk. He had enough of this City. He’s been waiting patiently for Goth to come with the answer if he could join the Super Fiends or not, but that stuck-up, black-clad Super Fiend wasn’t ever gonna show up. Ash grumbled as he walked northward. He wasn’t going to stay here any longer. If he was gonna find an opponent, he would have to do it himself. “Stupid Super Fiends. No wonder I was a Fiend-Fighter in the first place. Those liars… now I’m even starting to wonder why I wanted to be part of them!”

 

As Ash walked, he stopped and smirked. What he was waiting for has come. It was his trainer instincts kicking in. Warning him… DANGER! Ash looked up a building and saw it. Standing on a rooftops, stood a figure. Dressed in white, with a turban and a white cape, along with a scimitar, it was none other than White Kaiser! White Kaiser jumped down the building and landed neatly on his feet in front of Ash, drawing his sword. “Ash Ketchum…” White Kaiser spoke, gripping his scimitar, “You will pay… for your desecrations of the Salvatis Temple, and more importantly, the murder of Blue Kaiser!” he snarled.

 

Ash smirked. This guy came here with the intentions of fighting, and this was what he wanted. “Blue Kaiser was weak, like everyone in your cult.” he took a fighting stance, “Since I’m in a good mood, I’ll send you to him quickly” Ash stood there as White Kaiser charged at him. Immediately Ash’s eyes flashed with a fiery gaze, the energy that shone through was so intense, it caused White Kaiser to stop in his tracks and gave Ash a chance to attack him. Though Ash hit him many times, the Kaiser Knight was still stronger, and jumped back unharmed and took his stance

 

“You dare challenge me?” asked White Kaiser

 

“It’s your challenge. I only accepted.” Ash smirked. Suddenly, he felt his trainer instincts kick in once more… DANGER!

 

CHING!!!!

 

“WA!” Ash jumped out of the way as a broadsword nearly split him into two. The pavement cracked as the sword hit it. Ash looked and gasped. Dressed in a dark tunic and a flowing green cape, along with a golden war-crown and holding a gleaming broadsword and round shield with the Cult’s Emblem, it was Green Kaiser!

 

“After what you had done to our temple and comrade Blue Kaiser, your suffering shall be long, and you will be begging us to kill you” Green Kaiser spoke coldly. A number of people who were walking around here gasped in shock, some screaming and shouting while others ran when they saw the swords.

 

“HM!” Ash jumped back as Green Kaiser swung the sword again, “WA!” Ash ducked, barely missing White Kaiser’s scimitar. He looked left and right, “(Grrrr… two against one… far from being easy)” Ash thought to himself, “AH!” Ash was hit on the head by the broadsword. Thankfully the mesh in his cap held together and protected his head from being split in two, yet it still hurt a great deal. Ash struck at Green Kaiser, but the Kaiser Knight blocked each hit with his shield and slammed Ash back. As Ash stumbled, White Kaiser slashed at Ash on the back, “AGH!” Thankfully the mesh held together, neither of these two had hit with enough strength to penetrate the Ebi-Alloy mesh, but there was tremendous pain from each hit and Ash was unarmed.

 

“We will not kill you… no, for your crimes, you will suffer… We will torture you beyond your worst nightmares” said Green Kaiser “Whenever at the edge of death, you shall be allowed to heal, so the torture may start again. The cycle shall repeat, until you lose your very mind… and then finally you will be sacrificed”

 

“GRRR! I’VE HEARD ENOUGH!” Ash shouted as he ran towards the two of them. They continued to strike him with their swords. Ash dodged as best he could, and none of them were able to land a hit that pierced the Ebi-Alloy mesh concealed in his clothes.

 

SMASH!

 

“AAGH!” Ash was sent flying and hit the ground hard. He growled as he got up, his cap had flown off. He knew he was outmatched in this one, but he REFUSED to give up to any Kaiser! Ash tried to concentrate… to feel the Power of One strengthen him… but it just wasn’t coming! The two Kaisers laughed, as they continued to swing their swords and smash him hard. They were winning this fight!

 

WHAM!

 

“AAGH!” Ash cried as Green Kaiser slammed the back of his head with the hilt of his broadsword. The blow was probably strong enough to smash open a man’s skull, or seriously hurt him. Ash groaned as he tried to stand, but fell. He was defeated.

 

“There. He is no match for us.” Said White Kaiser

 

“It is a pity the common man must bear the fury of the Kaisers” said Green Kaiser as he approached Ash, raising his sword. He wasn’t going to kill Ash, but surely cutting off his legs would be a good way to start off the boy’s oncoming torture…

 

“HARPOON STRIKE!”

 

CHING!

 

…Or not. Green Kaiser screamed as a metal harpoon shot out of nowhere and struck into his chest. The one who shot it was… Aquamarine! As if shooting him with that thing wasn’t enough, Aquamarine reeled him in close, “CORAL CUDGEL!!”

 

WHAM!

 

Aquamarine slammed him so hard with the sword-shaped coral weapon, Green Kaiser hit the ground and the pavement cracked beneath him. “GRRRR!” White Kaiser growled and readied himself, lunging forward and attacking Aquamarine!

 

Unfortunately, White Kaiser’s skills didn’t compare to Aquamarine’s. White Kaiser quickly slashed with his scimitar, but Aquamarine caught it between the prongs of his trident, “TIDAL SPEAR!” he shouted as his energy erupted from the trident and he attacked in a sweeping motion, tossing White Kaiser back. As Green Kaiser got up, Aquamarine was ready, “JAVELIN RAIN!” he shouted as he showered Green Kaiser with many javelins. Green Kaiser deflected them with his shield as he continued his furious charge… but when he reached Aquamarine, the Super Fiend turned to face the Kaiser Knight… “DEEP SKEWER!”

 

CRACK!

 

“AHH…!” Green Kaiser gasped as the trident pierced right through his shield, splitting it in half and stabbing into his stomach. Aquamarine roared as he pulled the trident out hard, ripping him open and tearing out many wires and circuits wrapped around the prongs. Green Kaiser lay there, his metallic insides exposed. “THIS… CAN’T… BE…!” he gasped. He was still alive, but there was no way he could continue…

 

“One down” Aquamarine said as he put away his trident. Having the most weapons and techniques out of the Super Fiends, he was easily the most diverse fighter, perfect for fighting against multiple opponents

 

“Green Kaiser” White Kaiser said, “The humiliation of your defeat by this heathen shall not go unpunished!” he said as he held up his scimitar

 

“You want a piece of me?” asked Aquamarine, “Come get me!”

 

“YAAAAA!!!!” White Kaiser ran towards Aquamarine. Aquamarine held his coral cudgel and deflected all the strikes from the sword.

 

Ash gasped. These Kaiser Knights couldn’t even touch Aquamarine! How did he get so strong? Ash then growled, though it was nice to have his enemies fighting each other, no matter who won, the victor would be the one who finishes him off…

 

“Such… power…!” Green Kaiser gasped… noticing something else. Ever since that man came into the battle, he hadn’t moved from his spot once! He just stood there and was winning without even trying! “That strength… that skill… he’s at the same level as Red Kaiser…!”

 

“I’VE HAD ENOUGH OF THIS!!!” White Kaiser screamed

 

“Me too. Let’s end this!” said Aquamarine

 

“HYREAAAAAARGH!!!!” White Kaiser charged, and Aquamarine simply stood there…

 

CLASH!

 

“UGH!” White Kaiser’s eyes opened as he fell to his knees, his scimitar falling to the ground. He was gasping desperately, and obviously in pain. His chest had been torn open and his insides could be clearly seen. There was no flesh, no blood under that false skin, simply circuits crackling and wires hanging out. He growled as he bent over to pick up his sword, but gasped in shock when he saw his hand was gone!

 

“Looking for something?” asked Aquamarine as he held up White Kaiser’s hand, which was separated from the body.

 

“H… how…” White Kaiser gripped his wrist tightly… trying to hide the humiliation of losing an arm, and salvage what little dignity he had left

 

“Hm!” Aquamarine tossed the hand to the side “OCEAN LANCE!”

 

BOOM!

 

The hand was blown to pieces when he shot it with the beam. “That’s not the only injury you should be worried about. Feel the back of your head” Aquamarine pointed

 

“Hmm?” White Kaiser wondered as he placed his hand on the back of his head and felt something, “WHAT?!” he exclaimed as he gripped it pulled it out. It was a javelin that was stuck in his head! And not just one javelin, but many javelins! “How is that even possible?” White Kaiser exclaimed, “How could you drive so many of these into my skull without me noticing it, or even moving from your spot!?”

 

“I’m just that good” Aquamarine smirked. “It’s not only the head. Look at your legs” he said. White Kaiser gasped as he saw many more javelins that stuck right THROUGH them! “You Kaisers make excellent targets. Even if it were a regular human or pokémon, I could hit in a manner where it is lethal, yet they don’t even feel it. I’m on the verge of reaching Level III… each day getting closer to Sky Render’s level. You Kaisers are no match” White Kaiser pulled out all the javelins sticking out of him and tossed them all down. He growled as he picked up his Scimitar with his remaining hand and charged. Aquamarine reacted immediately, “DEEP SKEWER!” He lunged forward and struck upwards with his trident, straight through White Kaiser’s head…

 

“Ah… AGH…” White Kaiser gasped one final time, as the trident punched right through his skull and into his brain. His thoughts faded. He was dead on his feet

 

“I’m not done yet!” said Aquamarine, “TIDAL SPEAR!”

 

BOOM!

 

White Kaiser’s head blew up into hundreds of pieces, part metal, a small part of it flesh. “Give my regards to Blue Kaiser down in hell” said Aquamarine as he picked up the white pokéball hanging from White Kaiser’s belt. “This is his Kaiser Beast?” he asked as he placed it on the ground, “CORAL CUDGEL!” he shouted as he swung the cudgel, smashing the ball, and the Kaiser Beast inside. “There goes the Beast, now for the real monster…” he said as he tossed White Kaiser’s body into the air, “HAAAA…” he focused all his energy into a final attack “TERROR OF THE DEEP!!!!”

 

CRASH!!!

 

Aquamarine focused all his energy and unleashed the Terror of the Deep at its full power. White Kaiser’s body was completely vaporized, leaving only some dust. “Whew…” Aquamarine sighed. “I might have overdone it a little” he smirked

 

“N… NO!!!” Green Kaiser exclaimed as he got up, “Y… YOU KILLED HIM!”

 

Aquamarine smirked, “He’s thousands of years old. I’m just doing what nature intended. That’s what’s gonna happen to the other Kaiser Knights, including you” he said, “No, I’m not gonna kill you, I don’t fancy myself on fighting injured opponents, in this case broken toys.” Green Kaiser was growling… he was wounded severely, and even without those injuries Aquamarine was too strong. Now, the only one of the Knights who could fight evenly with him was Red Kaiser! If Green Kaiser chose to fight him, he would die! “Go. Run!” Aquamarine shouted, “Tell your master of this defeat! I give you to the count of Ten to get out of my sight!” he said, “Ten! Nine…!”

 

Green Kaiser started running “THIS ISN’T OVER! WE SHALL RETURN! AND WE SHALL AVENGE THE DEATHS OF OUR BRETHREN! WE SHALL AVENGE!!!” he was out of sight

 

“Sky was right. Those Kaisers never do shut up” Aquamarine sighed and turned to Ash, “Ketchum!” he exclaimed, “When did you get here?”

 

“I’ve been standing here the whole time” Ash crossed his arms, “Why are YOU here? Come to finish me off after the Kaisers rough me up a bit?”

 

“Nah” said Aquamarine, “Came here for the Ceremony of Blood. Was gonna put a stop to it myself, but seems like you already did. I arrived here just a little late because I was busy polishing off the remaining cultists at Temple Salvatis, when I noticed those two” he said, “Oh yeah, and I was sent here personally by Sky Render”

 

“What is it?” asked Ash, “Come to make me an offer to join the Fiends? Well tell that him I’m not interested anymore.”

 

“That’s not it” said Aquamarine, “Seems like you’ve been having some SERIOUS personal problems, and I’m here to help… HEY! Where are you going?!”

 

“Don’t need your help, don’t want it either” Ash said as he walked off

 

“Hey! Listen to me!” Aquamarine ran up to him, “I’m offering to help you! Not just in your fight against the Kaisers, but YOU!”

 

“Yeah right!” said Ash, “Sky Render thinks so badly of me that he sends YOU of all people to give me an attitude adjustment?” Aquamarine scowled… feeling he had just been insulted. “Well you can tell that pointy-haired freak to mind his own freaking business!” he shouted, “I don’t need your help! You’re probably only here because you wanna have Misty! Well go ahead by all means! I don’t care anymore! Take her for all it matters! Just go away!”

 

“Wait!” Aquamarine grabbed Ash’s shoulder

 

“What now?!” asked Ash, “I said I don’t care! Just take Misty and go!”

 

“You think I’m in this just so I could get Misty? Well you’re wrong” said Aquamarine

 

“Oh? Well that’s a first” said Ash, “Fine. I’m listening. Keep it brief though.”

 

“Listen. I’m not doing this to get Misty. Right now, she is grieving over losing you, and though vulnerable at this point, I will never take advantage of that.” Said Aquamarine, “If I ever want her to be mine, I don’t want to simply be a replacement for you, but I want her to love me for who I am.”

 

“That’s nice, but in what way does this concern me?” asked Ash

 

“You know what I want more than anything else in the world? More than honour or revenge, or to have her for myself?” asked Aquamarine, “I want what’s best for her, and I want her happiness. I saw how happy she was with you, and when I left on my journey to get rid of the anger and hatred clouding my heart, I realised all this. This is why I want you to go back to her” said Aquamarine, “I want nothing more than her to smile once again. Come with me, I will help you eliminate the rage and hatred that clouds your heart, and I will reunite you with your friends, and Misty too”

 

“And I said I don’t want your help!” Ash growled, but Aquamarine just wouldn’t leave! Ash pointed behind Aquamarine, “Hey look! It’s Misty!”

 

“Where?” Aquamarine asked as he turned around “Huh?” Aquamarine turned around, Ash was gone. “DAMMIT!” Aquamarine cursed. “Fine then! Be that way! You don’t want my help? Fine! Go fight the Kaisers and get killed by them yourself! I’m leaving!” he shouted annoyed as he walked off.

 

As he left, Misty ran into the scene, “Ash?” she called, “Ash, are you here?” She had heard the noise of battle, and wanted to check what it was. “That’s strange” she looked around. “I definitely heard fighting” As she was about to turn around and leave, she saw something. “ah…!” she exclaimed, “that’s… that’s… Ash’s hat!” she ran over to it and picked it up, “How did it get here?” she asked, “could it be that he’s… alive?” she wondered. She looked left and right. “Should I tell the others about this?” she asked herself. She thought about it for a second. How would the others react if she said Ash was alive, even though technically she doesn’t know for sure? “No, I don’t think they need to know. I’m not going to tell anyone!” she said as she placed the cap on her head and continued searching for Ash…

 

***

(Location- Greyrock Mountain)

 

“Whew… I think I lost that freak” Ash sighed. He had been sprinting for nearly thirty minutes, and surely he had gotten away from Aquamarine. He sighed as he sat down. “That jerk, Aquamarine… how’d he get so strong?” he asked, “He just appeared like that out of nowhere and easily beat the Kaisers that easily beat me!” he hit the ground, “What’s going on? Is it the enemies who are getting stronger, or just me who’s getting weak?!” he shouted, “I’ve abandoned all the weaknesses behind! How come I can’t win?” he hit the ground with his fist. All the enemies were getting so powerful. Every time Ash fought, it would turn into a really serious fight, and he’s been losing lots of them. What’s happened to him? Why was he losing all his fights? “I’ve been doing what I needed to get strong. I’ve levelled up and trained, but how come I don’t feel it?” he sighed as the wind blew. Once again, the feeling of uselessness came over him. “I’ve been losing battles more than ever. But why?”

 

“I think you know the answer to that!” said a voice.

 

Ash turned around. “What?” he exclaimed at whom he saw, “Gary!”

 

“Long time no see Ash” Gary spoke. “Funny to see you standing here, especially after I heard you recently got killed.”

 

“I got better” said Ash sarcastically, “Nice to see a familiar face.”

 

“Pika! Pikachu!” Pikachu spoke up

 

“Ash ignored Pikachu “What are you doing way up here?”

 

“Pika?” Pikachu was surprised. Ash never ignored him before!

 

“I was about to ask you the same thing” said Gary, “For a while, I actually believed you were dead, but then after remembering all those times in the past you managed to surprised me, I shook the tears and went to find you”

 

“Well that’s nice, but what for?” asked Ash

 

“I’ve come to bring you back to the group” said Gary

 

Ash looked at him, then turned around and crossed his arms “I’m not going back”

 

“Huh?” Gary stared at him, “Maybe it was the mountain wind or something that made it sound funny, but I think I heard you say you’re not coming back”

 

“That’s what I said” said Ash, “I want to fight freely and to my heart’s content.”

 

“What about your friends?” Gary asked

 

“There’s no such thing as friends.” Ash crossed his arms.

 

Gary and Pikachu were shocked at what Ash just said. “No.” said Gary, “That’s not true” he stared at Ash, “Ash Ketchum would never say that”

 

“Well guess what? Haven’t you heard? Ash Ketchum is dead” said Ash

 

“Pika! Pika-Pika-Chu! Pi Pika!” Pikachu spoke up angrily, but Ash ignored him

 

“So you’re just gonna abandon us all?” asked Gary, “You gave up what matters most in the world, just for losing battles and meaningless fights!”

 

“And just what do you mean?” Ash asked angrily

 

“It’s true. Just what have you gained from leaving your friends behind?” asked Gary, “More importantly, what have you lost?”

 

“I haven’t lost anything” said Ash, “I’m following my purpose, and it’s to…”

 

“Fight the Kaiser Cult, protect the people… yeah, I’ve heard that excuse” said Gary, annoyed, “Or is it that you only want to get strong, not to protect?”

 

“And just what are you getting at?” asked Ash

 

“I’m saying is that you care more about fighting the cult than actually protecting the people!” said Gary angrily, “Your purpose was to defend, yet you abandoned it along with all your friends just so you can fight whenever you’re spoiling for one? You don’t believe in friendship, you don’t even listen to Pikachu, and I’m starting to think you don’t even understand him anymore! You’re right” Gary turned around, “Ash Ketchum really is dead.” He sighed, “Great… now what am I gonna tell everyone?”

 

“Like you said… I’m dead” said Ash, “Or if you have any moral objections to lying, then by all means, feel free to tell them! I just plain don’t want to see…”

 

Pikachu couldn’t take it anymore. “PIKA-CHUUUU!!!!”

 

BZZZZT!!!!

 

“AAAGH!!!” Ash exclaimed as Pikachu shocked him. The attack ended, and Ash got up, “What was that for?!”

 

“Pika-Pika!” Pikachu said angrily

 

Gary said what Pikachu said in plain English. “He says you should be ashamed of yourself!” said Gary, “Look at what you’ve become! You heartless bastard, you don’t care for anything but yourself! You don’t even care for the people you say you’re fighting for! All you want is to get strong!” Gary said angrily, “Get it into that piece of rock you call a brain, YOU HAVE FRIENDS! Friendship exists! It is as real as you or I, and even more! A friend is one who cheers you up when you’re down, helps you when you’re in trouble, and shares happiness with you, as you do with them!” he said angrily. Gary sighed, “However, if you really don’t believe in it, then Ash Ketchum really is dead, and you’re not the man I’m looking for. Let’s go Pikachu!” he said as he walked away, Pikachu following, “Think about what I said.”

 

“Hmm…” Ash rubbed his head. Why were they being so persistent? Why didn’t they leave him alone? What was with them? Ash then remembered the others from the group. He sat down, thinking about what Gary and Pikachu told him…

 

***

(Location- Greyrock City)

 

Gary and Pikachu walked down the street. “Don’t be sad Pikachu. I know it’s tough, to accept, but life moves on and things change. Right now, we’re in a time of war… and war changes people. We did the best we could”

 

“Pi Pikachu. Pikachu-Pikachu-Pika!”

 

“Whoa, ease up on the language, There’re children nearby!” said Gary, “It’s hard, but we just have to deal with this.” He sighed, “But what am I gonna tell Misty?”

 

“Tell me what?”

 

“WA!” Gary jumped when Misty appeared, “How did you just appear like that?!”

 

“You can learn a lot from Ebi…” said Misty, “So what is it you were talking about?”

 

Gary saw that she was wearing Ash’s hat. “You’re looking for Ash, right?”

 

“Yes” said Misty, “I know he’s alive somewhere out there… and I’m going to find him. Wherever he is. I’ll look for him, and I won’t stop searching until I find him…”

 

“I don’t know how to say this…” Gary sighed. “I really don’t want to break this to you… but…” Misty stared at him, “Ash is alive”

 

“REALLY?!” Misty jumped. She was so thrilled! Ash was alive! “He’s alive! Yes! He’s alive!” she cheered as she hugged Gary. “Please tell me, where is he? I have to know!” she asked as she let go.

 

Gary sighed. This was the first time Misty smiled since Ash left. “I regret to say this, because you’re so happy, but you still only know half the story.”

 

“Huh?”

 

“You see… Ash is alive, but he…” Gary “I can’t lie and say everything will be all right, because I honestly don’t know what will happen. He’s out there, and he knows we’re looking for him, but he…” he sighed, “He doesn’t want to see us”

 

“What?” Misty gasped. She clasped her hands together “What do you mean?”

 

“I mean that he doesn’t want us anymore. He is running and hiding all he can from us” said Gary, “Ash doesn’t want to see us ever again”

 

“Did he… did he say anything about me?” Misty asked concerned

 

Gary shook his head, “No… he didn’t even mention you. I don’t think he even acknowledged Pikachu’s existence. He is trying to forget us…”

 

“No…” Misty’s eyes watered. “Ash is alive… but he…” she trembled, “Ash… why?” she fell to her knees, “Why is he running? Why is he hiding from us? Or is he hiding from… me?” tears fell from her eyes, “Does he hate me that much?” she cried

 

Unknown to them, Aquamarine was eavesdropping. He heard everything. He saw how happy Misty was when she learned for sure Ash was alive, and felt her pain of the news of Ash hiding from them. Aquamarine growled. He tried to help Ash, but that guy just ran away. Aquamarine looked at Misty. Anyone who made Misty cry would regret it if he was around! Aquamarine growled, painfully leaving the scene. He couldn’t stand to see Misty sad like this! It hurt him even more to leave her when she needed help, but he was going to help her. He would return a smile to Misty’s face, in the only way he knew how. He would get Ash back, no matter what.

 

***

(Location- Greyrock Mountain)

 

“Lousy annoying freaks… you get away from one of them…” Ash grumbled, remembering his encounter with Aquamarine, then Gary and Pikachu. “Two more take his place” “Who are they to tell me I’m wrong? My fight is as right as it gets!”

 

Ash just didn’t know what he was feeling right now. On one hand, he felt pleased that he could fight to his heart’s content and the only people he had to answer to would be people who wanted to fight him. But he felt so empty, and that shouldn’t be! “Just what’s everyone’s problem? I’m fighting for a just cause here! What’s so wrong about that? I’m doing what I really, truly want to do, so how come I feel so unfulfilled?” he wondered, “It’s not like I’ve done anything wrong” Ash sighed as he sat down. Once again, the thought of his fiends came back into his mind. Ash growled, why couldn’t he stop thinking of them? “Damn! I get away from them, but why do they keep haunting me?! Just get out of my head!” he shouted as he slapped himself in the face. (Yes, he has passed the brink of insanity.) Ash calmed down, mainly because his cheeks were throbbing and can’t take anymore slapping, “I guess that’s one reason I might have stayed with them. They kept me from acting stupid…” he sighed, “I did a lot of stupid things back then…”

 

He remembered his adventures with his old friends, back when he used only his pokémon to battle and meeting new people everyday. He pretty much got zapped on a daily basis by Pikachu, Misty was a rough tomboy who argued with him all the time and wanted her bike. Brock wanted to be the greatest pokémon breeder, and tried to get a date with girls, which resulted in a spectacular failure every time, along with Team Rocket Blasting off again…

 

Ash sighed as he let himself drop and lay on the ground. Back in those days, things were never as serious as they were now. He’s never faced true evil, and he’s never been in a life or death situation. He’s never had to train so he could fight greater evils, and he was always happy going on a new adventure every day, whether it be exploring and meeting new friends, or just kicking back and relaxing. “I guess an adventure doesn’t necessarily mean fighting all the time” he said as he looked at the clouds, something he hasn’t done in a while, “I remember when I back with them. I used to daydream about the perfect life for me. I’d have lots of friends and all 150 pokémon (considering that was how many known species back then) and I’d be a pokémon master, and I’d be traveling with my friends seeking adventure.”

 

He then thought about Misty, “I guess I also dreamed of dating her as well. I wondered how she felt about me, and I was always too nervous to find out in case she’d break my heart…” Ash remembered all those times in the past when he’s been happy. “She was such a nice girlfriend. Not just for dating or stuff, but she was a companion, the best there was, along with Pikachu. I guess she liked the old me better” he said, “I’ll bet she misses the old days full of joy and friends, rather than what I’ve been lately… fighting all the time, never paying attention to her and concentrating on getting strong… I guess I have been a rotten boyfriend…”

 

Ash then realized what he was saying and immediately sprung up, “NO!” He punched the ground, “What am I saying? It’s her own fault she doesn’t like the fighting side of me! And it’s their problem that times are changing, and so am I!” But another side of Ash was thinking otherwise, “I really miss those days. Travelling alone is so lonely, and doing nothing fighting makes me feel so empty” Ash’s fighting instincts were taking over, “I fight alone because I don’t need anyone! I’m doing important work!” Ash’s gentle side spoke “But is it worth burying my happiness?”

 

Ash started to growl. He was so confused and his head was hurting. It was like he had two minds at once deciding what to do! One wanted purely to fight, and the other wanted to be kind and happy.

 

Ash fell to his knees, clutching his head and growling. His anger was taking over once more “Get these useless emotions out of my head!” he shouted, trying to hold onto his anger. Ash then calmed down and stood up, “No. Friendship is for the weak, and I am not weak. Those people who held me back, they are the cause of this. They treat me like a child, and they see me inferior to them just because I’m no intellect. They’re no better than Kaisers, and it’s the same for everyone…” he looked up at the sky. Somehow, the thought of protecting people just didn’t seem to interest him anymore. The one thing on his mind it is to fight and to get strong. Nothing more. Ash started walking. “Those memories … why don’t they just leave me alone!” he growled. The thought of his friends angered him, “Why don’t they leave me alone? Just the thought of them makes me sick!” he growled, “I’ll get strong. I’ll get so strong, the Kaisers won’t live to regret their mistakes, and I’ll stop those memories of those weaklings I used to call my friends, even if I have to kill them to do it!”

 

“CORAL CUDGEL!”

 

WHACK!

 

“AGH!” Ash fell over

 

“I’m sorry. Just that thought of you killing your friends just so the memories won’t bother you anymore just sounded SO stupid I had to do that” said Aquamarine

 

“Aquamarine?!” Ash growled, “What do you want?!”

 

“To help you” said Aquamarine, “You’ve sunken lower than I have, but it is still not too late. Let me help you” then held up his trident. “Misty knows you’re alive, and she also knows you don’t want to see her! You made her cry!” Aquamarine growled, “Her tears hit me harder than your punches ever could. I will not allow this to continue! I will bring you back to her, and make her smile once more!”

 

“Yeah right!” said Ash

 

Aquamarine growled “What you said earlier about killing your friends to stop the memory, I know that was just a stupid thought, but that also suggests hurting Misty! You’ve done enough damage! I will not even allow you to think of it!!”

 

“Who are you to tell me what to think!?” Ash growled

 

“Someone a lot stronger than you!” said Aquamarine

 

“So you’re a bit better. So what?!”

 

“That’s your way of thinking isn’t it?” asked Aquamarine, “You don’t admit it, but you’re no different from Kaisers! You think of yourself to be better than everyone else because you’re stronger, and you’re determined to rise to the top in any way!”

 

“Don’t you dare compare me to the Kaisers!” Ash shouted

 

“Why not?” asked Aquamarine, “If you care so much about strength, then listen to me, after all, I am stronger than you! Those are YOUR rules, aren’t they?”

 

“NO!” Ash shouted, “I don’t have rules! I don’t belong to anyone! Kaisers may have secretly taken over and most of the world belongs to them, but I don’t!”

 

“The part about not belonging to Kaisers is fine, but do you honestly believe you’re above rules?” asked Aquamarine, “No one is above rules. Not even us chosen ones!”

 

“Shut up!” Ash shouted, “What did you come here for anyways?” he took a fighting stance, “You wanna fight?!”

 

Aquamarine sighed. Is fighting all this guy thinks about?

 

“I challenge you then!” Ash growled, “If I beat you, you leave me alone for good!”

 

“Fine.” Said Aquamarine, “If I win, you come with me.” He looked at Ash, “You are unarmed, so there will be no rupture battle with pokémon and weapons involved. I shall fight you with my hands alone” he charged towards Ash…

 

Ash and Aquamarine fought. At first they seemed equal, but Aquamarine gained the advantage. Bit by bit he was winning. Ash, who was fighting at his fullest didn’t even compare to Aquamarine, even though Aquamarine wasn’t even trying.

 

SMACK!

 

“It’s over” said Aquamarine, “You lose”

 

“GRR… NO I HAVEN’T!” Ash struck at him, but Aquamarine caught Ash’s fist

 

“You simply refuse to accept the facts. Violence is not always the way” said Aquamarine, “If you were with your friends, you would have known that”

 

“SHUT UP!” Ash punched with his other hand but Aquamarine blocked

 

“When you were with them, you were constantly getting stronger and managed to surprise me when we fought. Ever since you left them, you haven’t gotten any stronger. As a matter of fact, I think you’ve gotten weaker even.” Said Aquamarine

 

“I SAID SHUT UP!!!!” Ash screamed and struck at him

 

Aquamarine moved with the greatest ease. Ash was predictable, and weaker than him. Aquamarine sighed, he grabbed Ash’s arm and twisted it hard. Ash grimaced in pain but tried to struggle and hit with his other hand, but Aquamarine caught that one too. Aquamarine twisted Ash’s arms and pinned them down with one hand, and his other arm was locked around Ash’s neck, “Stop struggling. The more you do, the tighter I grip, and if I grip any harder, there’s a good chance you’ll die”

 

“JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!” Ash screamed and struggled, but he couldn’t. Aquamarine was too strong. Ash knew he lost, but his fighting instincts pushed him to go on.

 

“I said stop!” Aquamarine growled, “I am warning you!” he said, but Ash didn’t listen. “HA!” he tightened his grip around Ash’s neck. Ash’s body was tough and nearly impenetrable to attacks even against people stronger than him, but when Ash was locked around the neck and couldn’t breathe, that was the best way to beat him.

 

Ash tried to struggle, but he couldn’t. He wasn’t able to breathe because Aquamarine was keeping him from doing so. Ash growled… “I… I… G…” he couldn’t take it anymore. His arms were in pain and he couldn’t breathe “I GIVE UP!”

 

“That’s better” Aquamarine let Ash go. He glared at Aquamarine. “Don’t give me that look” said Aquamarine, “I beat you fair and square. You promised you’d listen to me if I beat you, so do that.” Aquamarine started walking away, “Come with me”

 

Ash sighed. He lost, and as much as he didn’t want to, he’s have to listen to Aquamarine “Fine. Just don’t waste my time.” He said as he followed him.

 

“I will help you get rid of your ultimate weakness, your rage” said Aquamarine, but Ash wasn’t listening. Aquamarine sighed, “He wants to get strong, and to do so he has to get rid of his hate. He’ll get strong by following me! (sigh) he just doesn’t get the message.” He looked up, “But I hope my other message reached its destination”

 

(Location- Greyrock City Pokémon Centre)

 

Misty was feeling very depressed. The thought of Ash not wanting to return was too much for her. As she reached for her bag to get more tissues, she noticed something, “Hm? What’s this?” asked Misty as she looked at her bag. There was a letter attached to it, and it was addressed to her. “I wonder what could it be?” she asked as she opened the note and unfolded it. She gasped at what she saw. In two simple words, it told her what she needed to know, and where to find Ash…

 

RAINBOW REEF

 

Aquamarine, having defeated Ash has managed to get his attention, and hopefully Ash will listen to him. Aquamarine, being a veteran at controlling emotions is now not only the most calm and peaceful Super Fiend, but far stronger than before. Will Ash be able to eliminate the darkness that resides in his heart? Will Misty convince Ash to rejoin? Find out next time on Pokémon: Shadow of the Deceiver!

 

►TO BE CONTINUED