Changing Circumstances Pt. II

 

Childhood is a fleeting thing,

Looking back on the Past with no regret,

Looking at the Future as little but a dream for another day,

Living in the Here and Now for but a small time,

So hold onto it while you canÉ

 

Sneaking the Caterpie inside your house set upon the outskirts of Viridian City is turning out to be harder than you previously thought. For starters, you and Stella picked a very bad time to come home. As you approached the house, you could see your mother through the kitchen window sitting at the dinner table just on the opposite side of your father, sipping her usual cup of herbal tea.

 

You couldÕve always come back later – like any smart child would have done in your position. In fact, thatÕs what you wouldÕve done had it not been for your cousin.

 

The thing is, Stella waits for no one. A Charizard could have been breathing fire at the doorway and she still would have flown towards the it with as much enthusiasm as a Growlithe after a bone.

 

It was too late to call out to her and tell her to stop what she was doing, but you tried anyway – though that did as much good as not saying anything to her at all.

 

Was she deliberately trying to make your situation harder than it should be?

 

Now that you think about it, perhaps you shouldÕve made the rules of what she could and could not do before you made her pinky swear a bit clearer; but thereÕs nothing you can do about it now – sheÕs already opened the door and gone inside, greeting your parents in her usual loud voice (You can hear it from where youÕre standing), only to come to the door again, waving and calling your name.

 

ThereÕs no possible way you can get out of going inside now. Great.

 

A scowl emerges (for the who-knows-what-number-of-times today), and you mutter something you heard Mom say under her breath at Dad once. You really donÕt know what it means, but it makes you feel quite a bit better, anyway.

 

ÒCat pri?Ó

 

You look at the perhaps doomed soul perched on your shoulder with pity; its look towards you is nearly identical. You think it can probably tell that youÕre angry, so you calm down just a little, not wanting to freak out the Caterpie more than it already is.

 

ÒEverything will be fine. DonÕt worry, IÕm not gonna let anything happen to you, ÔkÉÓ

 

ÒCaterprri!Ó

 

You can hear your mother calling you now, and you know youÕre already taking too long in going insideÉ Your mother will get suspicious if you stall much longer, and you donÕt want that, but you also donÕt want to leave the Caterpie outside because it might wander off, and it doesnÕt know where you room is, so it might just get eaten, and all your efforts will have been for naught.

 

You sigh. ThereÕs only one thing you can do, thereÕs nothing for it: youÕll have to smuggle it in like a pirate. You tug at your shirt collar, suddenly glad you wore the baggy, overlarge shirt that you got from one of your cousins today. ÒGet in.Ó

 

The CaterpieÕs eyes widen, looking confused. ÒPriii?Ó

 

ÒI mean, get inside my shirt. IÕm have to hide you so my mom canÕt see you, so stay still.Ó

 

&&&&

 

Your heart full of trepidation, you stiffly walk into the house and into the proverbial lionÕs den – or rather, lionÕs kitchen. YouÕve only been in the house for mere seconds, and youÕre more nervous now than you have ever been. You hope, looking at your crossed arms, that your mother wonÕt notice the small bulge in the middle of your shirt. You purposely avoid StellaÕs eyes, not wanting to give her the slightest provocation for her to say something stupid. You greet your parents only a meager ÔhelloÕ before picking up the pace towards the stairs just at the end of the kitchen that lead up your room. Truthfully, you hardly trust yourself to say anything, worried that if you do, everything will be messed up, and you donÕt want to take any chances.

 

Sighing with relief, your foot reaches the first set of stairs --

 

ÒHey!Ó a familiar voice interrupts you, and you freeze, your foot resting on the first step as you turn to stare at Stella with a very apparent Ôwhat the heck do you think youÕre doing?Õ look. ÒArenÕt you going to eat lunch with me before you go upstairs? Your mom made sandwiches for us! Your favorite: peanut butter and jelly!Ó

 

ÒMaybe later,Ó you spit out gruffly. Your feet twitch, wanting to flee.

 

Silence. The rustling sound of a newspaper page being turned. You inhale and try to dart up the stairs before anyone can stop you.

 

But at the very moment you take a step forward your mother finally notices your beat-up, rag-tag appearance.

 

ÒWhat happened? YouÕre completely filthy!Ó Your motherÕs eyes constrict, you wince, Stella grins, and your father takes another sip of tea. ÒWhere exactly have you been?Ó

 

ÒWe were just playinÕ in the field,Ó you say quickly, wanting to get this over with as fast as possible for your own sake as well as the CaterpieÕs. Shooting a very word-filled glance at Stella, you add: ÒRight, Stella?Ó

 

It takes her a moment to respond. ÒOh, yeah.Ó She nods. ÒWe were playing hide-and-go-seek there. He was hiding, and he didnÕt mean to, but he ran into a Pidgeotto –Ò

 

Panicking at the wide-eyed look your mother is getting, you say quickly: ÒIt wasnÕt anything, Mom –Ó

 

But Stella continues. Ò—and it attacked him –Ó

 

Yeah, it did. you think with an indignant grimace , Stupid thing. ÒYea –Ó Wait. Wrong thing to say. NO IT DID NOT. NO IT DID NOT. NO IT DID NOT! Ò — I mean, ummÉ it did not!Ó

 

But that was more than enough to illicit a response from your mother whoÕs facial expression had turned from suspicious to horrified in the space of five seconds -- and all because of the mere thought that a Pidgeotto attacked you, her only child.

 

There go the good old days of hide-and-go-seek, you think wistfully.

 

ÒHe looks fine to me,Ó you father says, lowering his copy of the Pewter Times enough for his eyes to peek over the top of it.

 

ÒTurn around and let me look at you,Ó your mother says sternly, ignoring your father completely. (She does that a lot). ÒI want to make sure youÕre all right.Ó Her tone of voice gives no room for argument.

 

But you argue anyway. What else can you do? ÒIÕm okay, Mom! I promise.Ó

 

ÒIÕll be the judge of that,Ó she says in return. ÒNow turn around.Ó

 

ÒMomÉÓ

 

ÒTurn around, please.Ó

 

Slowly, hesitantly, you turn around, trying your best to hide the lump in your t-shirt. But, just as you expected, she notices the bulge, and her eyes narrow dangerously. ÒWhat are you hiding underneath your shirt, dear?Ó

 

ÒItÕs nothing.Ó

 

ÒI can see that. Take it out, whatever it is.Ó

 

ÒMoooom!Ó

 

ÒDonÕt ÔmomÕ me. Just show me.Ó

 

ÒI donÕt think thatÕs a very good idea, Mom,Ó you say very, very slowly. Deliberately. You feel the Caterpie twitch inside your shirt.

 

ÒAnd why not?Ó

 

ÒWell, youÕre not gonna to like it at all,Ó you say truthfully. ÒNuhÕuh, not one bit.Ó

 

This seems to arouse your fatherÕs curiosity. As he turns a page of the newspaper, you see his eyebrows rise as he stares at you from behind his glasses. You smile at him guiltily. Somehow, you think he knows exactly what is hidden underneath your soiled t-shirt.

 

ÒMaybe you should listen to him, dear,Ó your father says, clearing his throat rather loudly. ÒI donÕt particularly want to be sleeping on the couch tonight just because you got upsetÉÓ

 

ÒUpset? Nonsense. Why would I be upset?Ó

 

You mother looks rather irritated at your fatherÕs statement, and you decide to take the opportunity to try and make it into your room while sheÕs focused on your father. Maybe youÕll be quick enough to fill up your shirt with rocks from your collection before youÕre made to come back down. And the CaterpieÉ you can hide it in your underwear drawer. Yes, thatÕs it! Mom would never look in there.

 

ÒI was just saying, Claire--Ó Just a little bit further... and youÕll be free. Just keep going slowly so they donÕt hear youÉ Ò—that I bear no responsibility whatsoever for what happens.Ó

 

ÒOh for MewÕs sakeÉ.Ó YouÕre almost out of eyesight now. ÒAnd where do you think youÕre going, young man.Ó Again, you find your flight of escape thwarted, and a few moments later youÕre at the bottom of the stairs again; but this time youÕre staring up at your mother, who, to your horror, has actually left the table to stand in front of you. Not good, definitely not good.

 

ÒI donÕt want to tell you againÉÓ

 

Your father puts the newspaper onto his lap, his chin resting on the palm of his hand while you back up a few feet for safety before relenting to your motherÕs orders. You carefully nudge the Caterpie under your shirt. And slowly but surely, it peeks its head out of the mouth of your shirt. ÒPi?Ó

 

Right on cue, your mother shrieks in surprise and it takes only seconds for the CaterpieÕs eyes to widen and a half-second more for it to start to scream. This of course, startles your mother even more, the blood quickly draining out of her face until she looks more like a ghost and less like a human.

 

Eventually, you have the sense to put your hand over the CaterpieÕs small mouth, making its screams fade away into tiny, hiccupping squeaks, while your mother is doing something of the same, hand over mouth in horror.

 

Silence fills the now empty void, until Stella fills it once more by wriggling out of her chair and sliding underneath the oak table, overcome by a fit of mad giggles. Your mother by now has regained a little bit of her voice.

 

ÒWhaÉwhaÉÓ

 

ÒI believe itÕs a Caterpie, Claire.Ó

 

ÒI know that,Ó your mother hisses, finding her voice as she wrings her hands nervously. ÒButÉ what is tha – that thing doing in my house!Ó

 

ÒThe Pidgeotto was gonna eat it! Ò you try to explain, taking another few paces backward for good measure. ÒItÕs not a monster or anything!Ó

 

ÒIÕm not going to have one of thoseÉ filthy creatures in our home –Ò

 

ÒBut, Mom! ItÕs only for a little while! A couple of days!Ó

 

ÒWe canÕt let the stupid chicken eat it!Ó Stella pipes in, and for the first time today, you feel grateful towards her. ÒThatÕs bad!Ó

 

ÒI donÕt care, youÕre going to take it right back outside this instant!Ó

 

ÒA couple days isnÕt really that longÉÓ your father says carefully, bringing the newspaper back up in front of him, not noticing the glare of daggers he received in return for his comment. ÒÉand it really is harmless.Ó

 

At your fatherÕs words, you meet his eyes, the first tinge of hope sparkling in them. You smile just a bit. You know that if your mom and dad disagree on something, you can get away with a lot. So maybeÉ

 

ÒThat thing can stay over at StellaÕs –Ò You clamp your hand over the CaterpieÕs mouth just in time to muffle another shriek.

 

ÒIt donÕt liÕ me,Ó Stella giggles brightly from under the table through a mouthful of peanut butter and jelly. ÒAnÕ it shoud stay wÕou, Ôcause itÕs funny.Ó

 

ÒFunny... Ò your mother repeats in a low tone, finally making it back over to her chair, while you stare at Stella, wide-eyed. You would have never gotten away with saying that in front of Mom. You look at her nervously, just waiting for her to burst into flame.

 

Instead, she grimaces and takes a deep breath. ÒStella, why donÕt you go upstairs and eat with your cousin –Ó she turns to you. Ò—WeÕll talk about this later.Ó

 

Without argument, you dash up the stairs, while Stella takes her time crawling out from underneath the table. You donÕt wait for her.

 

&&&&

 

Entering your room just off the side of the top of the stairway, you exhale deeply, flopping down on your bed near the window with a relieved sigh. You allow the Caterpie to wriggle out of your hold and onto the bed beside you.

 

Your eyes lazily follow it its progression as it crawls slowly around your blue bedcovers. It looks amazed, yet hesitant at the same time. It finally reaches the head of your bed and onto your pillow, screeching as the pillow sinks a little because of its weight. You giggle at the sight, wondering how anyone can be scared of a pillow. You continue to watch it as it rises from its frozen stupor, before it gives an experimental jump –

 

Stella then bursts through the open doorway, two sandwiches protectively clutched in her arms. She darts toward the bed without warning, making you cry out in surprise as youÕre forced to scramble out of the way as Stella performs what could be compared to a belly flop onto your bed.

 

StellaÕs impact makes the Caterpie shriek with terror, before bolting straight into the only escape it can see: the window. The thing is, it isnÕt open, and the Caterpie runs straight into it with a rather unsympathetic thud. To your horror, it falls straight over onto its side, and doesnÕt move. This time, you are quite sure itÕs not playing dead – it's fainted.

 

(According to your dad, PokŽmon tend to do that quite a lot on the account of humans, but that does not stop you from bristling furiously at Stella, pointing at her accusingly with a finger.)

 

ÒYOU SCARED IT! You knocked it out!Ó

 

ÒI did not!Ó Her face wrinkling up in stubbornness, she throws one of the sandwiches (crumpled and rather smashed) at you. ÒThe WINDOW did!Ó

 

ÒAnd –Ó you continue, intending not to leave one tiny detail out Ò—you broke your promise!Ó

 

Stella shakes her head. ÒYouÕre just beinÕ silly! You never said I couldnÕt talk about the Pidgeotto 'n stuff.Ó

 

ÒGirlsÉÓ you mutter under your breath, eying the sandwich with disdain. Growling at her, you throw it on the floor. ÒI donÕt wanÕ it. IÕll probably get girl disease from it!Ó

 

ÒThereÕs no such thing as girl disease!Ó Stella says matter-of-factly, looking rather hurt on account of the thrown sandwich. ÒYou meanie! I brought that up for you!Ó

 

Scowling at the sad look your cousin is giving you – the kind that makes you feel bad and rotten inside -- you reach over your bed and pick up the sandwich, eying it hesitantly before stuffing a large chunk of it into your mouth. You canÕt stand that doe-eyed look. Why do you always have to be the one apologizing? Why can't she for once? ÒSorry.Ó

 

Her sad expression vanishes (and you wonder if her sad look was even real in the first place) and is replaced by her usual one, albeit a bit angry. ÒItÕs fine, but youÕre still a meanie.Ó She then crawls onto the floor, drawing meaningless circles into the carpet while finishing off her sandwich.

 

Sighing, you move the still unconscious Caterpie back onto the pillow. ÒMomÕs not gonna lemme keep it now.Ó

 

ÒUncle Will said it was okay,Ó Stella points out. ÒI heard him say so before I came upstairsÉÓ

 

ÒBut Mom says itÕs not.Ó

 

Stella doesnÕt answer, lying on her side, with her ear against the air vent on your bedroom floor. Is she even listening?

 

ÒStel –Ò

 

ÒShhh!Ó Stella hisses. ÒIÕm trying to listen.Ó

 

Your curiosity gets the best of you despite yourself. ÒListen to what?Ó

 

Stella blinks, but doesnÕt move from her spot. She waits a few seconds before answering. ÒAunt Claire and Uncle Will. Who else? TheyÕre arguing – well, Aunt Claire isÉÓ

 

You blink, feeling a bit hesitant. YouÕre curious, of course – and who wouldnÕt be? But doing something like that makes you feel ratherÉsneaky, like when you snuck downstairs last Christmas just because you wanted to see what the presents were.

 

ÒUmÉ maybe you shouldnÕt listenÉÓ

 

ÒWhat? Oh, itÕs fine,Ó Stella says brightly with her usual lopsided grin. ÒI do it all the time. My dad even showed me howÉ he calls itÉ ummÉ constructive eavesdropping! Yeah, thatÕs it!Ó

 

You blink in bewilderment. What does constructive mean anyway? ÒConstructive?Ó

 

ÒYeah!Ó Stella grins, nodding sagely. ÒDad says itÕs constructive because you learn something about the people you listen to that makes you smarter.Ó By now, she looks rather contemplative. Ò I think thatÕs how he got my mom to marry him.Ó

 

You slide onto the floor on your hands and knees. LearningÕs never been classified as bad, so if you learn something, you should be okay. You reach over and tap Stella on the shoulder. ÒMove over. I wanna listen.Ó

 

She grins a bit, and moves to the a few inches to the side so you can lie down and listen too. Voices filter up through the vent – your mother and fatherÕs definitely. You scowl a bit as a blast of cool air blows StellaÕs blonde locks into your face.

 

ÒMove your hair,Ó you say gruffly, blowing the blonde strands out of your face irritably as you try to listen and pick up your parentsÕ dialogue.

 

ÒNot my fault my hair is in the way.Ó

 

ÒYeah it is.Ó

 

ÒWell, my hair was there first.Ó She sticks out her tongue. ÒSo nyeah!Ó

 

ÒSte –Ò

 

This time, she thwaps you on the forehead with her fist. ÒI said I wanna listen.Ó

 

Scowling (and pushing a few strands of hair out of your face in the process), you quiet, moving over just enough to escape most of her hair. Now that youÕre trying to listen, you can easily hear your motherÕs voice and your fatherÕs deeper one from the vent.

 

Ò...why didnÕt you back me up? YouÕre supposed to be my husband—Ó

 

ÒAnd IÕm being one.Ó ThereÕs a pause, and you think you hear your mother chopping something (or rather, pounding something) into oblivion. You grimace and wonder if that means youÕll be having soup tonight. ÒHowever, in my own defense,Ó your father continues, while the chopping becomes more fervent, Ò—I did say that I bore no responsibility for whatever happened with our son just now.Ó

 

Another very vengeful chop, and a clatter of steel hitting the sink. ÒOhhhÉ you havenÕt changed a bit from when I met you, Will! You know that?Ó

 

ÒI suppose IÕll take that as a compliment.Ó A pause. ÒAnd Claire, are those supposed to be almonds for your salad?Ó

 

You can just see your mother glaring at your father – no, you think you can feel all the way up here. You wince involuntarily.

 

ÒYouÕre just like your brother – tricking people with your words! You say one thing, and then do another, twisting what you said before to your own ends! Will! Put that newspaper down when IÕm trying to talk to you.Ó

 

Stella giggles, and you guess that your father probably did as he was told. His voice is a bit sterner now. ÒDonÕt compare me to my brother. He learned his É talents É with words because he liked it. ThatÕs why heÕs into politics. I, however, learned it out of necessity.Ó

 

You have no clue what politics are, but you shrug and continue listening anyway.

 

"If you dare bring journalism into this, I swear I'll --"

 

"You'll what?" your father says good-naturedly, with a laugh that probably is making your mother even more annoyed. "Stab me with that fork?"

 

ÒWell, have you also thought about what influence this might have on our child? With you twisting your words around? You are teaching him things, and he watches what you do. Just look at Stella...Ó

 

Beside you, Stella twitches, looking quite pleased with herself.

 

ÒYes, quite the little fireball isnÕt she?Ó

 

ÒSheÕs following right in her fatherÕs footsteps –Ò

 

ÒI donÕt think so,Ó your father says, and Stella begins to scowl. ÒBut if thatÕs true, IÕm sure sheÕll do a fine job, just like her father.Ó

 

ÒThat is not what I was trying to say,Ó your mother hisses, sounding frustrated. ÒStop trying to change the subject.Ó

 

A few moments pass in silence, until your mother groans.

 

ÒIÕm not going to allow our child to think he can get away with everything just because you wonÕt back me up—Ó

 

ÒOn the contrary, you have my full support. You are free to do with the Caterpie as you pleaseÉ take it out, keep itÉ whatever you wish.Ó Your eyes widen. IsnÕt Dad supposed to be on your side? Ò But I said I would have no part in it. IÕm not going to be the devilÕs advocate. Whatever you want to do, youÕll have to enforce it yourself, because I donÕt think our son is just going to take the Caterpie out himself just because you tell him to. He seems rather attached. You know how children are. YouÕll have to do it for him and show him you mean business.Ó

 

ÒI – I canÕt do that! I canÕt possibly – thereÕs no way.Ó

 

ÒYou can, just pick it up and...Ó YouÕre guessing your father left the sentence deliberately hanging for a reason.

 

ÒI canÕt!Ó

 

Your mother sounds even more stressed now, and you can just imagine your father shrugging everything away. ÒThen just let him keep it for a few days. It really isnÕt that long. And itÕs not like the Caterpie is going to be chasing you around the houseÉ I think you succeeded in scaring it half to death.Ó

 

ÒA few daysÉÓ

 

ÒYes, only a few days. That is what they said, didnÕt they?Ó

 

ÒFine – a few days, but thatÕs it.Ó

 

You roll over onto your back, sighing heavily, while fighting the very urge to jump up and shout some sort of joyous exclamation; however, Stella doesnÕt bother fighting the urge, yelling ÒHa! I told you so!Ó over and over again.

 

The Caterpie is still resting on your bed; it looks like heÕs just sleeping now. A smile sneaks its way onto your face, and the atmosphere about room brightens up considerably. You donÕt feel as angry at Stella as you did before, and you suppose you shouldnÕt have got mad at her in the first place. But youÕre not going to say that to Stella; as far as you are concerned, she still cheated again, and everything else.

 

ÒSee! EverythingÕs going to be fine! Where thereÕs a Will, thereÕs a way!Ó

 

Immediately, Stella begins to giggle at her choice of words, and your grin widely despite yourself. ÒMaybe.Ó

 

When Stella stops giggling, she rolls onto her back, arms behind her head, getting that thoughtful look that she only gets when sheÕs about to tell you to do something. ÒSo now that CaterpieÕs gonna stay at your house now, we have to think of a name!Ó

 

ÒStella!Ó

 

She pauses for a second – and only one – before responding. ÒThatÕs a good name! But itÕs mine... and itÕs a girlÕs name anyway, and CaterpieÕs not a girl.Ó

 

Your eyes narrow. ÒHow would you know that?Ó you ask. ÒYouÕre not a grown-up. YouÕre not old enough to tell yet!Ó

 

Her smug look makes your eyes narrow once more, and she says matter-of-factly: ÒI know so Ôcause only boys can scream like sissies."