Chapter 4: Enduring separation

 

Misty dropped her suitcases on the ground and exhaustedly fell back onto the bed in her new room.

The building was really impressing, and most of all, huge!

In the moment she had walked over the threshold, she instantly wished she had stayed back “home” with Ash, Brock and their Pokémon.

Well, mainly with Ash, she admitted to herself with a slight smile showing on her lips.

But there had been no way back then, as there wasn’t one now.

Yet, things weren’t as bad as they might seem.

Almost immediately after Misty had entered the university – which didn’t just contain various pools and classrooms for theoretical lessons, but as well the student’s rooms – people had approached her in a most friendly way, starting conversations about where she came from and which Pokémon were her favorites.

Those new acquaintances had also helped her with the formalities, so that Misty herself only had to sigh in, get her timetable and follow the nice boy who had offered to carry her things to her roomJ

With a sigh, the girl turned around to face the egg-Pokémon snoring soundly in her bag pack.

At least they had given her a single room, so that she could get some time for herself when she needed it. Enough time to take care of her Pokémon – especially baby Togepi - , to resume writing in the diary Ash, Brock and the others had given her shortly before her departure, the day before, and, above all, to think.

She would need lots of time to think, and mainly about that one guy who drove her crazy, the wanna-be-Pokémon-Master that could be so dense sometimes, so stubborn and childish, yet so caring, loving, loyal, cheering, funny and, last but not least, cute.

That one guy who had been playing ping-pong with her heart over the past few years; who had made her blush furiously every time she looked at him.

That one guy she had given her first kiss.

Ash Ketchum.

Misty sighed once more. She had just left him the day before, and, there she was, thinking about him and missing him like she hadn’t seen him for years.

Which she wouldn’t from now on…

After all, he is just a friend, isn’t he?, she tried to convince herself, took Togepi into her arms and stared out of the window onto the large blue masses of water encircling her.

Thus she sat for several minutes, the only motion being a single salty drop emerging from her eye.

 

***

 

“Hey Ash! You wanna go with me into town to fetch some stuff?” Brock tried cheeringly.

“Again no, Brock! I really wanna be alone for a while.” Ash replied, getting somewhat annoyed by Brock’s constant tries to cheer him up and always being around him. It would be very hard to endure years just with Brock, without anybody to keep him from things like drooling over girls.

“Ok ok, I got it”, the older boy answered. “Our little ‘Ashy-boy’ is missing his girlfriend.” He said with a huge grin on the face, intending to tease Ash to give him some sort of familiarity.

Ash glared at the dark haired boy, but did not reply anything. He just stood up, letting Pikachu jump on his shoulder and walked out of the kitchen, in the direction of his favorite spot near the small forest lake of Pallet, leaving Brock feeling sort of guilty. 

None of the two buddies – Ash and Pikachu for sure – said a word until they had reached that secret spot of Ash’s. The young Pokémon trainer dropped himself onto the ground under his favorite oak and stared at the lake. This had been his most adored location since he was still a little boy. The purity of the lake’s water had always fascinated him, though he normally didn’t think this element bore a special beauty.

Yet in this moment, there was something special about it.

Every time he gazed at a lake or river, it reminded him of Misty and her love for it.

It was like someone wanted to pour salt into his wounds.

Wasn’t separation alone bad enough?

Was there somebody up there in the heavens that took great amazement in hurting and torturing him?

A few years ago, when Ash had started their journey and met up with Misty, when she had started to argue with him, there had been times the boy wished she would just leave him alone to never bother him again.

But now, he wondered how he could have ever thought about something like that. Sure, they had had their share of fights over the years, and surely not just a few, but it had soon been his – and even her – cycle. He had gotten used to it and developed a liking for teasing her, just to see how she would react when she was screwed up.

But back then, he hadn’t been able to imagine it could be that hard to lose her in an instance, how much it would influence his life, his feelings… everything!

“Pika ka kachu.” The small Pokémon said comfortingly and put a hand on its best friend’s shoulder.

Ash glanced down at his favorite buddy and found some new strength in the deep dark pair of eyes that were on him.

“Yeah, Pikachu. I know I have to cheer up, but it’s harder than I ever imagined. It’s just that… that I miss her so much, Pikachu. I know I’ve never been very sentimental, but…”, he sighed and looked onto the ground.

“This is all so different from anything I ever thought of.”

He sighed once more and petted Pikachu’s head.

“I’m sorry if I pull you down, I really didn’t mean to depress you in any way. It’s enough that I’m under depression.”

Pikachu shook his head furiously, indicating that his master hadn’t done anything wrong.

“Ka Pika Pi chuu.”

Ash smiled and set Pikachu in his lap, hugging him.

“Thanks, buddy.”

And with a sigh, he looked up at the clear blue sky, watching birds pass by.

How am I ever gonna get through all this?

 

***

 

Dear Ash,

 

I’m sorry I didn’t write sooner, but I had some stuff to do, like meeting the profs or attending my welcome-party.

Yup, you did read right. They held a welcome party for me! It was so great!

At first, I felt so lost because I didn’t know anybody around, just some people whom I had talked to before. But soon, I got to talk to them. It’s amazing how much those people know about water Pokémon! That’s been the topic for, let’s say, 2 thirds of the evening. The rest was spend eating and dancing.

I hadn’t expected to find friends here that soon, but everybody’s so nice and helpful that I had far less problems than I’d ever imagined.

As there were no lessons yesterday, I went to the beach with Kathy, Alec and Hitomi, who are my best friends for now, as we all have the same timetable and do lots of stuff together.

The weather over here is so wonderful, it’s even hotter than in Pallet! And there’s gigantic masses of water! Before lesson starts I can take a swim in the sea and watch many water Pokémon.

*sigh*

Nevertheless, I still miss everybody. I wish you all could be here with me and enjoy the time.

But enough about me.

How are you doing? Could you hold back Brock trying to drool over girls? Did Pikachu thundershock you again this morning to wake you up?

Please tell everybody that I’m fine, especially your mom.

Is she still crying?? I hope she has stopped by now, cuz it would drive you crazy, I’m sure.

And give Pikachu a big hug for me.

Besides, Togepi here next to me wants me to tell you to say hi to Pikachu. Seems like she misses her Pikapal, cuz there’s not many Pokémon she plays with here.

But I gotta stop now, cuz it’s already late and I don’t wanna sleep through my first school day.

 

So bye for now,

                                             Misty

 

P.S.: And don’t you dare to do any dense things without me being there to criticize you, will you? J

 

***

 

Dear Misty,

 

I’m really glad to hear that you’re doing fine. I guess I could say the same about me. Although it has become very quiet here, and Pikachu seems to miss you and Togepi a lot. He wanted me to include one of his finger-paint pictures he made just for you. You will find it in the same envelope as the letter. I hope he never gets such a crazy idea again!

You wouldn’t believe what a mess he created in the kitchen!

It was … it’s really hard to find words expressing half the destruction I’ve seen!

It looked like he had tried about 8 different motives: 4 actually on his paper sheets, the other 4 ones on the tiled floor!

Even Mr. Mime was stunned when he saw that chaos, not to mention Mom.

Well, actually she just stood there smiling like always, patting Pikachu on the head to congratulate him for his great artwork!

Sometimes I think I’ll never understand her…

Well, after 5 hours of reeaaallllyyyy hard work, I finally finished cleaning, just to see Pikachu waddling in with dirty feet!

I don’t know what has gotten into him, but I think it’s just his way of coping with your absence. At least I hope so…

Well, and for the others, holiday season just started and people are rushing in to sunbath and enjoy a swim in the sea. I think you can guess what that means for Brock:

He has gone into his regular I’m-a-lovesick-teenager-who-drools-over-everything-that-is-female-and-walking-on-two-legs mode.  It’d be your mallets high time! (I think of buying one myself, cuz it can get really annoying when he starts drooling and flowing in the air every two seconds… that means if he at all comes down except for at nighttime).

By the way, I’ve resumed my Pokémon training. Though I’m still around Pallet, as there are a lot more Pokémon around here than I thought.

Prof. Oak gave me some pieces of advice and I even captured some new Pokémon on the way!

My favorite is the baby Eevee I captured yesterday. Well, I didn’t really capture it. One of the travelers had an Eevee couple with him, and while he was crossing the forest near Pallet, the female Eevee went into labor.

I helped the traveler to get her to the next Pokémon center, where she gave birth to four incredibly cute (I never thought I’d ever say something like this…) baby Eevees. And guess what: to thank me for my help, he gave me one of the babies as soon as he left town and the baby was old enough to be taken away from it’s mother.

Little Eevee seems to like everybody a lot, and especially Pikachu seems to develop a certain liking for it. I think he’s glad to have a baby around againJ

I think I could write like this for hours, I gotta stop now, cuz Mom wants to go shopping and I promised to accompany her (why did I ever agree on that??J)

 

Bye,

                Ash

 

P.S.: Pikachu says I gotta say hi back to you for your saying hi in the last letter (wow, that’s lots of his).

P.P.S.: You’re lucky, I was just about to do some dense things when your letter arrivedJ No, really, I’ll try to behave. (Though I don’t say I’ll succeed in thatJ)

 

***

 

Misty stood at the edge of the large pool, watching Staryu trying to get to know the Starmie of another trainer.

The teenage girl, smiling at her Pokémon’s efforts, sat down at the edge and let her feet dangle in the cool refreshing water.

Letting her gaze wander over the water’s trouble surface spotting several Pokémon belonging to her fellow students, she let her mind drift away on the soft currents of the transparent liquid.

Like so often over the past few days, she had to think of Ash. Somehow, she wasn’t able to banish him from her mind, though it would help her a lot to improve her ability to concentrate on her work.

Sure, training her Pokémon and conversing with other trainers temporally distracted her, but something always brought the memory back. Something in her subconscious seemed to be wanting to rise to the surface, demanding for attention.

After all, her feelings for Ash were far too strong to simply be suppressed. And seemingly, the great distance between her and the one who was driving her crazy hadn’t done anything but strengthen those feelings, tightening the emotional bonds she would have wanted to loosen.

They had just made so much precious experience together, had spent their everyday life together, that it had become hard to even imagine a life without the other. Yet now they had bare it.

Smiling, she thought of Ash’s last letter and the cute painting Pikachu had enclosed for her. When she had looked at it for the first time, she hadn’t recognized much more than just a few lines, resembling an abstract piece of modern art. But after studying it for several minutes, she recognized patterns in it, and shortly after was able to see several simply drawn figures: two taller ones and a pile of small ones.

The left of the tall ones had a black spot at the top, and a small red one in it, the right one had a red “head”. Misty giggled as she noticed that those two figures should be standing for Ash and Misty, who were holding hands, surrounded by all their Pokémon (which were represented by the small piles of lines).

In that moment, Misty had felt very homesick. Loneliness had crushed over her like a wave rushing onto the shore, accompanied by regret and doubt.

With a sigh, she had pushed these feelings aside and hung the picture onto the wall.

Now every time when Misty felt lonely, she looked at the picture and instantly, her state improved, the nearly unrecognizable pile of lines and paw prints spending consolation.

I have to remind myself to tell Ash to thank Pikachu for that one, she wrote a mental note for herself.

Thanks Ash, and thanks Pikachu. Thank for all the love you two are giving me.

 

***

 

Dear diary,

 

5 months have passed since I’ve last seen Ash and  my other buddies. You can’t imagine how much I miss them…

But nevertheless, I try to live my life the best way possible. And I myself think I’m doing fine at it. I’ve found so many new friends. If it hadn’t been for Hitomi’s consolation and cheers, I’d be bursting into tears every two minutes.

Hitomi shares my love for water Pokémon, though she is most fond of my Psyduck, what I can’t understand at all. But despite that, she’s really seriousJ

Yesterday, we’ve been to the near village and did some shopping. Well, some is not really the right expression for our excursionJ

Tomorrow, we plan to go to the beach with Alec. He’s some funny guy, really good looking, intelligent and most perfect. Though I would prefer if he had at least some small faults.

Maybe I try to compare him to Ash. No, not maybe, I really do. How much I wish he could be here…

I wonder if he has changed a lot? With each letter I he writes, he seems to have become more mature and serious about life. Maybe Brock’s helping him, or maybe his Pokémon Journey just forces him to grow up.

But I bet Pikachu still hasn’t evolved. I think he never will, and it’s better that way. My Pika-pal has to stay the way he is, no evolution would be worth changing his character.

I wonder how all the other Pokémon are doing, and I’m really looking forward to get to know Ash’s little Eevee, though it could be some concurrence for Togepi.

By the way, Togepi hasn’t changed much yet. It likes to get a lot of attention, which it mostly gets, cuz the other trainers like its looks… and find it most cute. But I don’t think it will evolve soon, yet again I’d prefer my lil baby to stay the way it is. Not everything in life should change. Some things have to stay the way they are.

And some things have to improve…

 

***

 

Misty sighed and put the pencil down, looking out of the window. Leaning  her head onto her hands, she pondered again about him.

Him meaning Ash, the only boy always on her mind.

Unnoticing, she had started counting down the days, weeks, months and years until they would reunite.

Sure, they wrote tons of letters, at least one per week, and sometimes they also talked on the phone, but that could never be a surrogate for being near to him, sensing his presence as soon as he entered the room, this fluttery feeling as soon as he came into sight…

Unconsciously, Misty smiled at the thought of Ash and her entwined in that loving embrace they had shared shortly before her departure.

With another sigh, Misty put her diary down under her pillow, glance over at her baby Pokémon to see if it was still asleep and walked over to the window.

Just in that second, she heard a knock at the door.

“Come in, please.” Misty answered the unvoiced question.

Shortly thereafter, the door slowly opened and Hitomi walked in, her happily round face showing the same cheering smile as always.

Misty instantly beamed back, banishing the previous thoughts from her mind, not wanting her friend to notice she had been thinking about him again.

Hitomi kept her hands hidden behind her back, indicating she had something Misty was wanting bad.

“Guess what I’ve got for you?” Hitomi asked, dancing around in front of her.

Misty frowned, but suddenly was infected by curiosity.

“I don’t know, so what is it you’ve got?”

“Hey hey, you know curiosity killed the cat.” Hitomi said, grinning. “You at least have to guess.”

Misty frowned once more, wondering what it could be, but she already had a guess she assumed to be very close, or even accurate. Yet she did not know if she should voice her thoughts, because it would be like a confession to her friend.

“I have no idea”, she lied to her friend who was still jumping up and down.

“Oh come on! Admit it! You clearly know, you just don’t wanna confess!” Hitomi stated with a sly smirk on her face.

Misty blushed profoundly.

“I don’t at all know what you are talking about.”

Hitomi sighed about the stubbornness of her friend.

“You can be really thickheaded sometimes. Ok then, here you go”, she said and her hands revealed a small parcel.

Misty slowly took it and examined the addresses, a smile creeping onto her face.

“Yup, it’s from your boyfriend, your Ashy-boy”, Hitomi stated, grinning. “Seems like he still remembers your birthday.”

“He’s not my boyf…”, Misty started. Those words came out all the time, it was like a reflex.

Hitomi’s grin grew wider and wider.

“Yeah, sure”, she said sarcastically. “I better leave you alone now so you can see what he gave you.”

Still grinning, she left the room, leaving Misty alone.

The red-haired girl sat down on her bed and slowly opened the parcel, carefully unwrapping the brown paper.

“Toge prrrriiii?” the small egg Pokémon woke up and waddled over to its mother.

Misty smiled over at “her baby” and gently petted its head.

Then she returned her attention to the half opened parcel and ended the opening process.

Inside, she found a letter, and, to her most surprise, a Pokéball.

Though Misty felt the sudden and strong urge to release what was kept inside the spherical object, she first took the letter, unfolded it and started to read:

 

Dear Misty,

 

Happy happy birthday! J Yup, it’s me, Ash. I bet you’re surprised that I didn’t forget about your birthday, huh? And I even got you a presentJ But don’t you dare open it now. I’ll tell you more about it later.

So, how are you doing? Did you get a big birthday party this time? I think your friends arranged something big for ya, huh? I just hope this letter reaches you on your birthday, and not just days later.

As soon as you return home, we gotta have a great birthday party for all the birthdays we can’t spend together. And then we’ll invite all our friends, maybe even some nice girls for BrockJ

But enough about the future (as interesting and tempting those thoughts may be), lets talk about the present.

How’s “school” going? I’d swear your grades are fantastic. Though by now, you should have unnerved everybody to death with your endless talks about Tentacruel and how beautiful you think it is…

Sorry sorry, but I couldn’t resist, it was just too tempting to tease you again, even if just in a letterJ

That reminds me of your birthday present. You should already have noticed that it has to be a Pokémon, if not, open the window and breath in some air to make your brain start working againJ

And as you love water Pokémon so much, it must have been your first guess.

At first, I wanted to evolve my Eevee into a Vaporeon and give it to you, but then I though about your love for this special Pokémon and went out with Pikachu to catch it.

After about 3 days we finally found what we wanted: we found the perfect Tentacruel! With Pikachu at my side, the fight was not that hard – he fought extra hard that time cuz he knew it was his birthday present for you, better than another finger-print-catastrophe in the kitchen I assumeJ.

I’m gonna stop writing now, cuz I bet you wanna see your new Pokémon right now.

 

So bye, and have a happy birthday,

 

                         Ash

 

P.S.: Actually, there’s not really a p.s. this time, but I though I had to make up one, cuz I always had them in my last lettersJ Silly, huh? J

P.S.S.: I gotta correct myself, well, actually Pikachu corrected me reading over my shoulder. Pikachu says happy birthday, too, as do all the other Pokémon. Plus Pikachu says he’ll give you another of his “artworks” as soon as you come home (oh gosh…)

 

 

Misty smiled. Each letter she received made her happy, but at the same time gave her homesick feelings. Once more she had to think about how much she missed her friends.

Sighing, she placed the letter in her lap and gazed over to the Pokéball, placing it in her palm.

Whipping it up and down, like testing it’s weight, she got up and went downstairs to one of the large pools.

As soon as she reached the pool’s edge, she stretched out her right arm and released her new Pokémon.

Engulfed in a majestic red glow, a gigantic Tentacruel appeared in front of her, consuming a great part of space from the pool’s bottom up to half the height of the ceiling, towering even one of the teacher’s Gyaradoses. But despite it’s frightening presence, the Tentacruel’s eyes showed pure loyalty and trust.

Misty took off her t-shirt and slid into the lukewarm water. Nearing the water Pokémon, she was hovered into the air in front of the Pokémon eyes with one of it’s mighty tentacles.

Softly, carefully, Misty touched the huge Pokémon’s “mouth” as if petting it.

The Tentacruel let out some satisfied, pleasured noises and stroke the teenager with a tentacle.

Smiling, feeling most content, she hugged the Tentacruel, in her mind thanking Ash for the greatest present she ever got for birthday.

 

***

 

“Gyarados, go!”

Red light engulfed the huge dragon like Pokémon as it emerged from its Pokéball and materialized in the warm air.

The Young trainer grinned at his opponent for giving him a chance like that.

That shouldn’t be too hard, he thought.

“Pikachu, I chose you!”

The small yellow mouse Pokémon at his side nodded, sure to win, electricity sparkling from his round red cheeks, and ran onto the battleground.

“Gyarados, Hyperbeam!”

The dragon launched forward to execute one of its most powerful attacks, powerful enough to wipe out inexperienced trainers Pokémon.

No, not with me, the young trainer thought.

He had too much experience with Pikachu in battle to lose now.

“Pikachu, Agility!”

The small Pokémon did as its trainer said and escaped Gyarados’ critical attacks.

Much too easy, the young trainer frowned.

He must have some kind of special attack, otherwise he wouldn’t have chosen this Pokémon in such a moment.

And there it was.

Just a small sign from trainer to Pokémon, unrecognizable for everyone who wasn’t looking for it, but at the same time cue for the Pokémon to dash forwards at an incredible speed to capture Pikachu.

“Pikachu, Thunder!”

The Pokémon obeyed, but it didn’t have any chance.

The young trainer stared unbelievingly at the Gyarados, his eyes widely open.

The Pokémon had erected its horn plates, reflecting Pikachu’s thundershocks easily, grabbing the small Pokémon with his long, winding body almost serpent like.

Pikachu cried in pain as the other Pokémon tightened his grip in it.

Darn, the young trainer thought. This can’t be the end. I haven’t come this far to lose now! I have to prove to myself that I can do it! I have to prove it to her…

A wave of energy flooded through his whole body and suddenly his brain started to develop a solution.

Once again, the young trainer grinned.

This is it.

“Pikachu, direct a thundershock at Gyarados’ nostrils!”

Pikachu grinned back, obviously knowing his trainers’ plan.

The nostrils were Gyarados’ most sensitive spot, as soon as it was touched in any way, the Pokémon would start to spit out a beam of water.

And so it happened. Just as the fountain shot out of Gyarados’ mouth, it loosened its grip on Pikachu so that the small Pokémon could escape and use its thunder attack on the fountain.

In the same moment as the electric Pokémon landed back on the ground, Gyarados let out a bone-shattering cry as it was hit by the high voltage, and soon after it fell to the ground with a thud.

Silence.

Nobody spoke a word.

Even Pikachu stared unbelievingly at what he had just done.

A crackle in the speakers broke the silence.

“Sigfried’s third and last Pokémon has been defeated! What a fight! 15-year-old Ash Ketchum is the new Pokémon Master! Congratulations Ash!”

Suddenly, the crowds began to cheer and celebrate their new hero they had gotten so acquainted with over the past few years.

This was when Ash finally realized he was not alone with his opponent like so often when he had battled in the wild.

He had won.

He actually was the Pokémon Master.

Finally.

Once more, his childlike behavior broke through the surface and Ash ran onto the battlefield to give his most precious friend a hug.

Thinking the same, his buddy ran up to him and jumped into his arms.

Never before had they felt so completely satisfied.

Yet he was still lacking something.

He was lacking somebody.

 

***

 

Misty still sat in her seat in the TV room and stared at the screen as if she had been hypnotized. Unbelievingly, she watched Ash Ketchum fight his most important stand, and win!

Though she had always known Ash would someday win the Pokémon League and become a Pokémon Master, she still was surprised when it finally happened.

Even little Togepi in her lap seemingly understood what Ash and “Uncle Pikachu” had achieved and cheered loudly.

Misty watched quietly, but with a proud smile on her face, as Ash gave his first interview.

And he did better than she had ever imagined. While she had been traveling with him, Ash had still been incredibly immature and childish, but he obviously had matured during the years they hadn’t seen each other.

The interview went on several minutes, questioning Ash about every single period of his life, up till the part when he had traveled with his friends, and finally coming up to the events of the present day…

 

“So, Mr. Ketchum, this has been an incredible fight. I bet everybody’s heart skipped a beat as your opponent’s Gyarados easily reflected your Pikachu’s thunder attacks. What about you? Did you feel self assured all the time? And how did you ever think of the attack that finally made you the new Pokémon Master?”

“Well”, Ash answered, smiling brightly, “He surely surprised me with what he did. I had never seen a water Pokémon react that way before, and at first, I thought I was about to lose the fight, but then I remembered all the things someone once taught me about water Pokémon, like what their weak points are. One just lead to the other.”

“Oh, so you had a teacher to learn more about Pokémon? Did you attend a PokéTek University?”

“Oh no”, Ash answered, slightly laughing as he remember how he had been taught in the ways of Pokémon training. “I never went to University. Like I already said, I started my Pokémon Journey at the age of 10, and on the very first day I met a girl who had specialized on water Pokémon as her sisters lead the Cerulean City Gym. She always gave me good advice, and though I was sometimes, well always, too stubborn to admit it, I really appreciated her help and criticism. If it hadn’t been for her, I would never have come this far. I wouldn’t even have won enough badges to challenge other trainers in the league.”

Ash turned his face away from the interviewer and now directly looked into the camera, as if he knew he had caught Misty’s gaze. 

“Thank you, Misty. Thanks for everything. I can’t wait for the next time I see you to talk to you in person”, and with a smirk he added, “I still owe you one.”

 

Misty’s heart almost leaped out of her breast. Never before had Ash really thanked her for anything, and especially not in public.

She could feel a warm red rush up to her cheeks as she repeated his words over and over.

“Good for you to remember…” she said, grinning like before, posing a riddle to her friend Hitomi who had been watching the fight with her.

“What did he mean by: I still owe you one? Is there anything you should tell me, Misty?” Hitomi grinned, obviously most interested in what was going on between her friend and the new Pokémon Master.

“It’s  nothing really. Nothing important…” Misty replied, watching the rest of the interview with dreamy eyes.

“But there is one thing I have to admit…” Hitomi started, pondering over Ash and his behavior as shown on the screen.

Misty turned around to her, somewhat curious about what her friend was about to reveal.

“He is really cute, just as you said. Even cuter than on the pictures you’ve got.”

Hitomi smirked as she noticed the somewhat embarrassed, but still happy expression on Misty’s face.

She hadn’t seen her like this before. Never so content, so glad, so…

In love.

 

***

 

Ash sighed. This was surely the most exhausting day in his whole life.

Sitting at the table, he tried to follow one of the many conversations held about his victory just some hours ago.

But eventually, Ash just was not able to pay attention to anything. He drifted from one conversation to the other just to start daydreaming again.

He had often been thinking about this day before, but in his imagination it had always been very different from what it really was now.

In his imagination, he had been celebrating with all his friends he had got to know during his journey: Prof Oak, Brock, Tracy, Snap, and, most of all Misty.

It had now been three years since the two of them had seen each other, though Ash was sure Misty had watched his fight in the TV. All he hoped was that she had watched long enough to hear him thank her for what she had done for him.

Ash smiled. She surely had been watching long enough, he could bet on that.

And just two more years and he would finally see her again. Then he would be able to tell her what he had wanted to tell her desperately for the past years.

He could finally confess his inner thoughts and feelings. And from the way she had acted when she had said her good-byes, Ash assumed that she shared his feelings.

Slowly, he brought his hand up to his cheek, up to the exact spot she had kissed him.

Smiling, he recalled that one moment of completeness, of total contentment. He had felt so in tune with everything, and for the first time, even with himself that he had been simply overwhelmed by his feelings.

Not to think what would happen when they would share their first real kiss.

Realizing what he was thinking about, Ash slightly blushed, but still smiling about his dream.

Someday, he thought to himself.

One special day in less than two years…

 

***

 

I actually behave like a lovesick little schoolgirl, she thought, letting out a deep sigh.

But, well, that’s not totally wrong. Smiling, she turned around, now lying on her back, with little Togepi still playing happily on the floor.

Well, finally, tomorrow… she thought, gazing over to her alarm clock. Tomorrow will be THE day…

Too excited to just go to sleep, Misty once more jumped to her feet and  went over to Togepi.

“Hey cutie”, she said, gently picking up her small Pokémon, “It’s time for bed now. We’ll have a long day tomorrow. You know”, she started, taking a slight pause, smiling, “tomorrow you will see Uncle Pikachu again.”

“Toge prrrriiii?”  Togepi looked up at its mommy, nuances of disbelief showing on its face.

“Yes, you will also see all the other Pokémon: Bulbasaur, Squirtle… Everybody…”

“Toge Toge prrrriiii?”

Misty blinked at Togepi’s comment, but then started smiling.

“Yup, your daddy as well.”

It had somehow surprised Misty that  Togepi was calling Ash its Daddy, but actually it was just natural. Ash was the male person Misty had the most contact with, even if he was hundreds of miles away at the moment. Plus Ash was the second person it had seen.

But the best explanation was even the easiest: Togepi regarded Ash as Misty’s mate, which was not wrong at all, Misty added with a smirk.

Tomorrow was the day of her graduation, starting with getting their graduation degrees, which would take up most of the morning, ensued by the famous graduation ball in the evening.

Yet the most important thing about the following day had nothing to do with her graduation, nor with her school in general.

It had something to do with herself, only with herself and her emotions.

Tomorrow was the day she had been looking forward for years, actually since she had left about five years ago.

It was the day she would finally see Ash and her other friends again.

Sure, she was looking forward to seeing all of them, but most of all Ash.

After all, she loved him more than even her own dear life, she had been able to admit that to herself finally.

And hopefully, she would be able to admit it to him tomorrow night. She had first thought about practicing what to say to him, but she knew that it would be no use. The words would either pour out of her naturally, or she would have to force herself to tell him. It didn’t really matter how she’d say it, just that she would.

Yet though she was eager for that moment to come as soon as possible, was eager to be held in his arms, eager to be kissed by him, she had a slight feeling of nervousness in her stomach.

But who wouldn’t be nervous admitting his love for his best friend?

Everybody would be, I guess.

Sighing, she put little Togepi down on a large pillow that served as its bed and went over to the large cupboard standing on the opposite side of the room.

Slowly, shaking slightly, she put her hand on the knob and opened the container, in search for a special piece of clothing. Delicately, she caressed it with her long slender fingers, tracing the seam of her newly acquired dress.

Smiling, she put it back in the closet.

As far as now, everything is working perfectly. I got the perfect dress and I haven’t freaked out yet. Let’s just hope that it goes on like this, just tomorrow.

Please, let tomorrow be perfect, please…

 

***

 

Ash sat at the kitchen table, absent mindedly fidgeting his coffee cup.

Raising an eyebrow, his older friend Brock gazed over at him.

“One penny for your thoughts”, he started, but as Ash reacted and  confusedly looked over at him, he continued with a smirk, “Not that I couldn’t guess them…”

Ash decided to ignore his friend and, with a sigh, turned back to his coffee cup.

“Pika pi?” Pikachu asked, twitching its ears. The small yellow mouse sat next to its trainer, looking over at him curiously, obviously irritated by the way his best friend acted.

“It’s nothing, Pikachu. I’m just… like… thinking. … about tomorrow, y’know?”

“Ka Kachu Pi.” Pikachu nodded, the expression on his face showing that it was just what he had guessed.

“I can understand that you’re nervous. I mean, you haven’t seen her in years. It was some kind of abrupt separation. I mean: before, you have been with her every day, never separated, now all you two could do for five years was write letters and phone each other. And I have to admit that I as well am somewhat nervous, though it is more like apprehension.”

Ash looked surprised. Sure, he had known that his friend as well missed Misty, and that for sure was not an illogical reaction to their separation, but he had never thought that he would have feelings that strong.

“Well, being a Pokémon Master surely makes you stronger, yet it does not teach you how to handle love…” Ash stated with a sigh.

Brock and Pikachu simultaneously jerked up. This was the first time Ash had actually referred to Misty as his love.

The young Pokémon Master smiled at their reactions.

“You two still see me as the innocent kid I once was, huh?”

“Umm yeah… actually… we… ummm…” Brock started, not really knowing how to go on.

Still smiling, Ash closed his eyes and shook his head.

“You don’t know at lot about me then. Well, maybe some parts of me are still the same as they once were, some pieces of me may still be the innocent, dense and stubborn little wanna-be-Pokémon-Master, but on the contrary, I sure did change a lot. Maybe I just needed to be alone to learn responsibility. All those years of just thinking made me realize some facts I had never paid attention to before, or that I knew of and simply tried to ignore to not make things more complicated.… just like my love for Misty…” he finished with a deep sigh.

Brock looked dumbfounded. Though he had noticed a change to Ash, him being more mature, he had not expected a speech like that.