ok this is going to be a little like wild growlithe's story 'am i next' but im not using bulbasaur disclaimer i dont own pokemon! the reason {yes 'the reason' by hoobastank is basied on the story........wait other way around} for those of you whom do not know the song 'the reason' this is what i can remember of the lyrics im no a perfic person there's may things i wish i didnt do but i continue learning i never meant to do those things to you and so i have to say before i go that i just want you to know i found a reason for me to change who i use to be a reason to start over new and the rreason is you im sorry that i hurt you it's something i must live with every day and all the pain i put you through i wish that i could take it all away and be the one who catches all your tears thats why i need you to hear i found a reason for me to change who i used to be i reason to start over neew and the reason is you i found a reason to show a side of me you didnt know a reason for all that i do and the reason is you ok so hear is the real story i hope it makes you cry....i mean i hope you like it -_-' since the day that boy caught me i hated him, hell, i even hated him before that. he took me away from my familly, my pack, and my love, that's why i hated him that human completly ruened my life. for the first time in my life i was terrified. i was cramed in a little ball i had to obey him, his every word, i felt like running away and i dont know why i didnt yes i do it was....the way he treated me. i flamed him every chance i could i always curesed his being and every time he tryed to get close id bite him and yet.....and yet he acted like it was no big deal. maybe it was because he didnt know what it felt like to be taken away from the ones you love....or maybe....he cared i remember him trying to play with me, he would through a ball at me and tell me to bring it to him i wasnt his little play thing so i just left it there in front of me. he'd keep going on and on like and idiot "come on bring the ball to me, come on, i know you want to" then he push it to far one day i was watching the sun set from the pourch at his mothers home. i was tied up as usual, so i didnt run off at i was known to do. i was so into the sun set i didnt hear the door open behind me, it was him. he sat down besides me, not knowing that i hated his guys. I moved over a little and sat down and continued to watch the sun set " you know growlithe, i know we arent the best of pals, i dont know what i did to you to make you feel this way towareds me, i wish i did. but im willing to for get the past and start over if you are to" that was it, i had had it. he didnt know why i hated him, well it was to late for him to find out. i jumped him, bit him hard in the right of his jaw. i tased his blood so sweet, i had longed for this moment, the moment i would exact my revenge. i had him pinned on the floor my front paws on his sholiders to keep him down. thats when i went for his thraot. my jaws clasped around his windpipe, i was going to get even with him at last the pain he put me though........ he desered to die my jaws tightened around his neck i could hear him struggle to breath just a little tighter and id be even with him........then it hit me i wasnt going to get anywhere near even if i killed him, he haddnt killed me, if i killed him i would have been as unfair to him as he was to me. i let go of his neck, newer, freasher tasting blood filled my mouth. i look at the wound i had inflicted on him, blood every where. then i slowly lifted my head up, afraid of what i had done to him, i look at him right in the face, his eyes were full of terror, unlike i had ever seen before. i didnt want this. i slowly leaned over towards his face, he winced and shut his eyes awaiting for me to finsh him off, he braced himself. i licked his jaw wound teanderly as if he where my own pup. i stoped for a second and looked him in the eyes again, they were softer and there was no trace of fear. i began to cry, he must have seen the tears in my eyes because he began to cry to. then is on sfwiff movement he had his arms around my neck embracing me. he began to sob. i lowered my head so he could bury his face in my fur, i felt him sob into my sholider 'oh can you ever frogive me ash' i thought out loud he squeazed me tighter "i forgive you growlithe i honestly do" he let go of me and we staired into each others eyes i again licked his jaw. thats when brock came running out of the house with a rifle "DIE YOU SON OF A --" BANG the last word was muffled by a gun shot. the bulit hit me in the sholder BANG the second bullit hit me in the side of the chest i yelped in pain and fell the the ground "haha, got ya you damn son of a bi-" "brock why did you do that????????????????????????????????" brock gave ash a puzzled look. "what ever i dont have time i need to get growlithe to the hospital" and with tthat he picked me up and ran as fast as he could to the pokemon center "hello welcome to the pokemon center--ahh!" nurse joy said "what happened to your growlithe?" she asked "he was shot by a friend of mine you have to help her please!!!" ash said with tears in his eyes. ""yes yes ill do everything i can" nurse joy said. she then pushed a butten and 3 chanceys can running over to ash, they took me and hooked me up with all this stuff. they rushed me to the er i blacked out. in the waiting room........... ash pased back and forth but sat down because he wasnt feeling to ggod from all the blood he lost. nurse joy came walking by and sat next to ash she was looking at he paper and didnt notice ash's huge opend wounds she looked up at hi still thinking about something else "ok sir we need you to give us some information about- WHOA" "what happend to you?'' "my growlithe attacked me i dont know why though, she just kindda snaped" "oh my goodness she tryed to kill you? you must have fought very hard!" nurse joy says an intercom is heard its another joy "joy we need you in er right away" it says nurse joys runs into the er ash sits an waits for a little then misty finds him and asks him "oh my god ash are you ok???" "yeah im fine mist." ash kisses misty on the lips (just a hello kiss) "but i dont know if growlithes going to be ok...." "that growlithe tryed to kill you why would you even care if it lived?" "because she didnt kill me.......she spaired me.......and she is sorry for this ever happening.....i know she is" tears roll down ashes checks nurse joy comes out of the er a sad look is on her face "ash....." a tears rolls down her check when she looks at him "im so sorry would you like to see her on last time..." ash nods and he and misty follow nuser joy down a hall why unntill they get to a big window....on the other side.....growlithe and she is hooked up to a heart meter thing, an iv, and she is on oxygin (she is lying on he side) "is there anything you can do for her?" ash asks "well yes but-"nurse joy begins but in cut off by ash "well save her then!! please!" ash is nearly yelling " i dont care how mucch it coast please save growlithe" "ash she is all messed up think of how hard her life will be if we try to save her she'll need medical equitment at home, she wouldnt be able to move much, she would be in so much pain" nurse joy trys to reason with ash "but-" ash is cut off by misty "no ash dont please, would you like to suffer for the rest of your life?" ash lowers his head "no" {growlithes pov) "yoou dont have that long sweety" a chancey says peting growlithe head "im sorry sweety" "im gonna......die?"' i say in a weak voice "yes sweety pie, im sorry" the chancy answers " i have to do something then ........i need a translator please" {ash} "how long does she have?" ash asked no more then 45 mins "oh" ash trys to hold back his tears "lets go then-" he is stoped by a weak voice "ash" it whispers "ash can you hear me".......its growlithe "yes i can" "good...............................im sorry that i hurt you" ash nearly crying "its ok.........i forgive you" "thank you ash.............you know.........i liked you ..........alot.........you were so.........caring........ill miss that............" "ill miss your daliy beatings *ash trys to laugh*" *growlithe trys to laugh to* "your a good person ash........................." her heart beat slows down "oh no! growlithe no dont go yet please not yet!" "yes ash i need.................to............by the way...........my name.............................................is.......................kaira" a flat line is heard there is a reason why people meat other people its part of or circle of life and mine is complete now i know ash will miss me dearly but im never to far from him ** you see a a ghost growlithe jump up on ashes bed while he is asleep, the growlithe gets comfty and falls asleep right next to him** A/N well i hope you liked it i didnt like the ending to much just because it wasnt what i was thinking of more storys to come! ash vrs blue 1,2,3 and 4!